Monthly Archives: November 2016

INGRAINED

 

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I awake with chain saw eyes
measuring fallen trees:

                                        to die of thirst,
                                        dividends of drought

thick torsos with loose bark,
little brush to stack

                                        to clear for grass,
                                        to cover quail from hawks—

stove wood to haul and split
to hold the cold at bay

                                        outside the door
                                        into chimney smoke

and they are beautiful
in death, limbs reaching up

                                        lengths cut clean
                                        with sharp eyes

like people to heaven
begging notice, a chance

                                        for purpose yet
                                        and I am looking,

measuring like a tailor
around burls and forks—

                                        old habits stumbling
                                        with weak knees

in and out of dreams
come wintertime.

 

MANIFEST DESTINY

 

Lake Kaweah, July 4, 2015

Lake Kaweah, July 4, 2015

 

It was swamp between the rivers and creeks
of melted snow, men claiming ground by boat,
a century of floods and drought before the dam

slowed the river down to fit furrows and ditches
to feed the world, the course of water left in crops
we farmed with mules before the teams of tractors

grew so big and smart as not to need a man
to guide them. We made towns look like cities
with cool conditioned air, still digging deeper

for pockets of water where no river flows.
Someday, she will take her ground back
from the idols and graven images of rock star

convenience. Someday we may balance joy
with work instead of wages, find eyes to see
the obvious is less than what we think we need.

 

THE FUTURE IS FEMALE

 

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                                            Sigh no more, ladies.
                                                                                            Time is male
                                            and in his cups drinks to the fair.

                                                 – Adrienne Rich (“Sanpshots of a Daughter-in-Law”)

The women here wear leaves,
offer shade and dance in place
of plans to clear the unimproved—

or they bear children, populate
with coyote pups that learn
to clean the plates of men

girls fill with grass, raising
cows for heifer calves—
women teaching women.

The hawks are nesting, almost
everything on the wind
is a feminine production—

no passing fad for a buck.
I’ll raise my glass, bet
our future on the women.

 

The Future is Female

 

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Wordless Wednesday

THE SONG

 

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Rare harmony, the grays and greens
spill off the hills like stringed music
in the gloaming, naked oaks in granite,

cows and calves bent to new grass
step slowly mowing earth and rain
at work in the bright of day and night.

Like sea tides rising, each blade eager
twists towards the moon in cool darkness,
drawn to listen to heaven’s basic chords.

A wild sound is playing now outside
while waiting for a cloud, for the strum
of winter storms to prolong the song.

 

TARANTULA

 

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An evening walk:
eight hairy legs in concert
with one another.

 

TOGETHER

 

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                                    And note this, dear dead doctor:
                                    When we sleep, our legs twitch,
                                    And not from the hunt
                                    But from trying to run away.

                                                   – Gary Soto (“Dr. Freud, Please”)

A Red Tail pair in Blue Oak tops, buff breasts bared
glow at first light, watch over their dark shoulders
as I feed hay, speak to horses, winter mornings

to wonder about the everyday routines that tie us
to animals, to a place and time by the sun. The deer
would lay down where the barn stands now

over a shrinking stack of bales, a short walk
to metal mangers as I look back through the eyes
of the house to see you moving to the woodstove,

curls of Manzanita smoke disappear into the gray.
We have camped in the trail between canyons of wild
pad and hoof, claimed the space they walk around

and would take back should we be gone for long
without our habits holding what we’ve done together,
together—for this moment we hold our ground.

 

ANOTHER RELIGION

 

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It could be spring in November
waiting for a rain, yet we worry
about weather we can’t control—

complain to gods we have invented:
separate specialists leaving signs
we let tease and disappoint us

within the space we vest our lives.
But the Glory Hallelujah chorus
roars when it storms off every hillside,

pours down draws. Yet beneath dark sky
duals of thunderbolts, heavens at war,
we cherish our electric helplessness

and raise a glass to Gods all.
It could be spring in November, or
another religion for which we ride.

 

WEST OF THE GREAT DIVIDE

 

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It’s still easy to get lost for a little while
on cow trails leading to water beyond
outcrops of lichen-stained fractured rock

and the thick draws of tunneled Manzanita
that claw the flesh and bleed the will
to find yourself OK with the dialogue

in your mind as you name landmarks
and give them meaning. You should hear
whispers from the old men you remember,

words from birds and see both grace
and fright in dancers engrained in place,
rooted in what remains of another world.

 

STAGE MANAGER

 

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After awhile in a place, the trees we plant,
fertilize and irrigate for summer shade
and privacy need to be pruned to see

the pasture between us and the road,
as cows and calves become autumn’s
evening entertainment waiting

for a rain beneath a waxing moon
and the ridgeline’s jagged shadow
cast across a canyon greening—

              the phone rings inside
              lamenting the election
              and everything it means:

no more robot recordings begging money
and votes four times a day for candidates
and propositions I know nothing about,

yet sure of another set of rules and taxes
to pay for agencies and enforcement
to make the majority feel better

about this crazy world. I need to raise
the curtain, cut another limb to sooner
see who or what’s coming up the road.