Jade heaven forgive
my sudden interruption
of breakfast at noon.
‘On the make,’ my mother’d say
of springtime sojourns, the lone tom
between gobbles of rafters a strut,
the fan and drag as damp earth warms
to steam the green to flower skiffs of color,
to dress the oaks in tender iridescence
while finches softly fall aflitter, giddy
with the fun of it stirred within the air
we breathe, inhale into our flesh.
Like quail paired, couples nested
near the creek in the old days, empty
cars parked along this quiet road
like Do Not Disturb signs, lovers drawn
by April’s pounding drum to taste the wild
just beyond the sagging barbed wire.
We spoil them, I say—
give them everything they need
to breed, to become mothers
to their first calf—a chance
to prolong life facing nature
together, year after year
like us, and our neighbors—
like good maternal families
our future trails behind us.
Upon redbud bloom, the earth
awakens, windblown pollen
stirs the flesh anew, colored
petals dress the drab decay
of summer’s dehydration
brightly, bring bees to work
and birds to play
house, raise young families
and sing—it is this time.
Thatched and lashed with horsehair
thread, even well-built nests
have casualties, tip in a storm,
spill family overboard, and we
remain to make repairs – find reason,
where so often there is none.
If we have love, we have no choice
but to fall with them, over and over
into the void – and we do it,
not to savor grief, but to collect
what parts we can, to piece our nest
back-together again.
– for Alie and Jeff
Rocked by tragedy, we repost this poem for our community. Originally dedicated to Jeff and Alie McKee in December 2010.
Without a script
I am an extra in this movie,
a face on a crowded street
in some big city—
or feathered Indian that dies
dramatically
circling a wagon train West.
I drop my rifle,
grab my bare chest,
lean back and slide
down a paint horse hip,
tuck my shoulder
and roll to a dusty stop—
an expendable example
on the trail to progress.
I used to get by on less,
but I need the money,
so I play the part:
grimaces of futility,
but in my eyes:
open space
prior to
its improvement.
Water slips along granite
slabs beneath clay, leaks up
at the outcrops, pressed
from mountains of moisture
to find a creek, escapes
into road cuts, makes bogs
of good ideas and waits
beneath a thin crust
for a little respect.