Night shrinks into shadows rising
to ridges trimmed in gold, the day
awakes with or without us.
We haven’t talked in months
in our dreams,
in how we look at things
living and dead—
I see what you see,
even what you thought
you saw
your mother saw
through her own,
and so on.
Everywoman’s chance
to change the world—
the look of things
that lingers
after life has gone
into the hills
dressed in gossamer
night clothes
to rest, to wait
to be seen.
Our native feed germinated early at the end of October, and by Thanksgiving the rains came, six days at a time spaced with six days of gray. A fairly warm winter with few days below freezing, the grass grew, and by March, there was little room for wildflower bloom to compete for sunlight.
Exceptions are the yellow cascades of Bush Monkeyflowers and the purple Winecups or Farewell to Spring, both now showing spectacularly around Lake Kaweah. While looking for strays yesterday, this Twining Brodiaea caught my eye.
Rising from the earth,
heavy head climbing for light,
no two knots the same.
Posted in Haiku 2017, Photographs
Tagged photography, poetry, Twining Brodiaea, weather, wildflowers
An eagle retreats
a crow escaping
four and twenty blackbirds:
squadrons of fighter pilots
patrolling nests—like flycatchers
on the peck riding the shoulders
of hawks—a brutal business
in the air over eggs
and babies in pintails
needing to be fed
or be food for others—
trees full of gaping beaks,
all the helpless beginnings
awaiting their place by design
amid hostilities of spring
No evening news to discuss,
nothing to eclipse the day’s
smooth accomplishments:
the horse and cattle dance
across the road, the sort
and ricochet to load
fractious bull calves
for town—the seed is ripe
we are harvesting.
Market always up or down,
I remember my epiphany
at forty, dickering over price—
not trying to get rich,
but bank enough to stay
another round of seasons
looking for sign,
listening to voices
recorded on ridge tops,
all looking down canyon
through time upon
this clod of ground.
Lost in a thatch of brittle stems,
foxtails and grasses ripe
with seed, we are not extinct
despite extremes: grazing hoofs
and rising floods of rain—
the four-year drought
before they finally came
and all the honest mistakes
the ignorant have made.
We are tough and may outlast
your conceit, your
Endangered Species List.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2017
Tagged Kaweah Brodiaea, photography, poetry, wildflowers
The Sirens sing in each man’s odyssey,
in every woman’s role as Penelope,
faithful to themselves by all accounts:
old myths woven and those unwoven
memories spun yarn remembers
in the yet unfinished shrouds
in which we cloak ourselves, cast
into the present tense a tick-at-a-time.
No grace reliving past temptations
or heroics, those flashes dimming
with mundane routines of earthly
jobs, of quiet talk with our gods.
I can’t shake loose my need for truth
these days, always
skeptical of the latest news
sandwiched between advertisements
hawking sex and drugs to humans—
I sip the scandalous like wine,
leave to light the barbecue,
relieve myself
and let my unfocused stare
inhale the browning hillside
leaking five-months’ rainfall
behind the house to stream
along the gravel driveway,
past the pickup parked
where a rock wren pair
rebuild their home of stones—
Tor House in a tailpipe—
I need to see the truth.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2017, Ranch Journal
Tagged photography, poetry, rock wren nest, Tor House, wildlife
The noisy diversions
like crow and coyote
drawing mothers off
from helpless babies.
It takes a clan
to raise blackbirds, nests
stacked in the redwood,
a squadron to attack,
ride and peck the head
of a cruising crow
moaning in retreat
as its mate shops for squab
to feed their own.
Between the yard trees,
the cackling battle churns
with aerial acrobatics,
evening strategies,
each new act
our entertainment.