Young ladies bathing beyond the cattails—
it could be the Nile or the Kaweah
pooling slowly in the summer heat
before the dams, before man began
to turn the earth around. We can’t
ignore the pesky fly in the ointment.
Young ladies bathing beyond the cattails—
it could be the Nile or the Kaweah
pooling slowly in the summer heat
before the dams, before man began
to turn the earth around. We can’t
ignore the pesky fly in the ointment.
Beyond cell phone tethers
to the urgencies below,
we float beneath the clouds
with cattle in patched pens,
with the skeletons of oaks
stealing one last look
at old ways remembering
Effie Hilliard’s white horse
leading cows and calves,
her coywolves trailing,
through the gate to be
branded in these corrals.
A world above
she rode alone to leave
her ghost at peace.
O’ humanity hidden
within the moldy leaves
we’ve swept in piles
waiting to be burned
or bagged for clean yards
this time of year—
we have forgotten
our shame, we have forgotten
how to be human.
There are no secrets
among the tribe of trees,
no judgment either—
they are cursed to return
in spring, cursed to care
again with the possibility
of peace among men,
yet all they have to offer
but leaky shade and shelter
is persistence, the outside
chance we may finally learn
to love ourselves.
Panels on boards,
gates bent preceding us
to plug the holes in corrals
to brand calves—we may
never live long enough
to repair all the past bravado:
the wild and woolly urgencies
intensified to explode into
crashing crescendos. Instead
we move to a slow routine
sorting cows from calves
who endure the process
knowing soon
it will all be over
and back to grass.
One of these days
I’ll return as a dog
to an impatient man
like me, my just reward.
Cowdog, instead of poodle,
if I get to choose—
no inside gig,
no sidewalks,
I have my standards.
Days of adventure
with a partner
like me to help
defy the odds,
the ins and bys,
the runaways
face-to-face
with a grin.
Outside the corral,
I’ll know my place,
let the action be
my live entertainment.
‘Beauty is truth, truth beauty,—that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.’
– John Keats (“Ode to a Grecian Urn”)
Art depends on the eye,
wild shapes dancing or
frozen on an eagle’s crag
waiting to fall
engulfed within
the petals of a rose.
Nothing stays the same.
The certain truths evolve
with angles of light,
and even in death,
the skeletons of oaks
shedding bark and limbs,
casually undressing
proclaim honesty,
beauty to us all.
after yesterday’s post by fellow blogger Evelyne Holingue
We did brand at the Paregien yesterday with the fine help of good neighbors and friends. Despite the lack of rain so far this grass season, the cows and calves are doing well at this higher elevation. The ample old feed from last year has protected the new green that has surprising strength, everyone glad to have these calves marked before they grew any bigger. A big THANK YOU to the crew from Robbin and I.
We’ve pushed the start time of today’s branding back 30 minutes due to rain. I’ve been watching the radar since 3:30 a.m., trying to figure the trajectory of this last wave of a weak southern shower that’s due to arrive about 8:00 a.m. The bulk of it is headed north of us and dissipating.
Decisions, decisions. Damp mountain roads, wet hides, phone calls to neighbors. Tell me who’s in control.
We chase seasons in circles
of the sun—hot, cold, wet, dry—
await instruction of the senses
looking for a sign, for a reason
other than the comfort
of familiar trails loaded
with surprises and dashed hopes
that wire will hold a ranch
together, deter the nature of bulls
looking for work or a fight. It’s easy
to forget our differences, see
ourselves somewhere in the herd
looking out at the world
through another set of eyes—
of rocks and trees,
domestic and wild. And after
chasing seasons for awhile,
we begin to think like them.