CELEBRATION OF LIFE

 

Occasionally, neighbors become good friends,

and so it’s been with Steve and Jody Fuller, Robbin and I.

 

I am going to read a short poem that I wrote for them

when my mother was dying in the hospital back in 2010.

 

 

 

LAST NIGHT’S LEFTOVERS

 

We pray for heart attacks, Mack trucks and lightening

as our way out, trading tales of die-hard mothers

like rattlesnake stories, each triggering another –

 

pouring wine with whiskey rants to laugh

at the sad truth we can’t improve, can’t make easier,

can’t change, but in ourselves.  Out of the rain,

 

my great bay horse, a bag of bones at thirty,

paws the gate in the barn for more grain – an indignant

impatience I trained for years, my mother’s hands

 

in mine again. It’s rained five days straight,

blew the barn down, blew a tire in a rockslide,

got a ticket parked too long at the hospital,

 

and we look up into the gray wanting to escape

town and traffic, find home and recuperate

with neighbors and last night’s leftovers.

 

                                                – for Steve & Jody

 

 

 

Steve left his mark on the hearts of us all.

JOINT ACCOUNTS

 

Yesterday’s rain

runs in rivulets

towards the creek

 

across the shoulder

of the road

and growing traffic—

 

Pond Turtle shell

glistening still

with all the wild

 

totems we lay claim to

in our joint accounts.

 

SURPRISE RAIN

Mud from head to toe
before the bus to school,
how could I know

I’d never bring it home—
never be the hero
of black and white westerns.

But a lifetime chasing rainbows
has been enough
without the pot of gold.



WAITING ON A BLUE EVENING

 

Despite the advance of new scientific instruments utilized for weather modeling, this year’s  Atmospheric River phenomenon for Central California hasn’t followed predictions.  However, we have enjoyed beautiful weather and average rainfall standing currently at 10 inches with March and April yet to go.  Last summer seemed cooler, fall and winter warmer with yesterday’s high reaching 71 degrees.

 

Robbin snapped this photo about the time the deluge was forecast to arrive yesterday evening, but it didn’t start raining until 3:00 this morning. I love the rainy days, almost always smug when the experts are wrong.

 

BODY BURNING DETAIL

 

                  Arms shrunk to seal flippers

                  Charred buttocks thrust skyward

                  They burned for five days.

                                    – Bill Jones (“The Body Burning Detail”)

 

The tangle of limbs piled

like Bill’s poem from Nam,

oak skeletons and cadavers

 

turned hard and brittle

ache from drought,

rings parched of memory,

 

native history become ash

up in smoke. Perhaps my years

personify the tree, allow

 

empathy for these witnesses

to wild centuries before the West

was tamed, offering acorn meal

 

and shade for cattle,

ever-tuned to the telepathic

as they chew their cuds.

 

 

REVISITING RIP VAN WINKLE

 

Flash after flash above

a steely barrage of pellets—

an opaque torrent of gray rain

 

cut by the crack of thunder

as if the gods were falling timber

or sawing logs—

 

or just inebriated

in the mountains

playing nine pins.

 

 

MOM AND POP GROCERY

                                  How I wish to sail away in my little skiff
                                  And high on the waters, live out the rest of my life.

                                                 – Su Tung-p’o (“Immortal at the River”)

Harold and Nettie kept accounts of all the local

farmhands in a shoebox, cashed their checks

and paid their bills on Saturdays,

the balance spent behind the neon blue

Burgie sign in the dark-half of the store—

worn men glancing-out into the blinding light

at the wagonload of soda pop bottles

we gleaned from weeds along the road

to trade for Cokes and candy.

They offered ‘Flying A’ gasoline before

they moved the grocery to the Yokohl

when they widened the highway,

keeping busy into old age until

a week after Harold retired

to his skiff on high waters.

Atmospheric Rivers Clean-Up

 

With a couple of “burn days” between rain showers this week, we’ve lit the piles of debris and deadfall that settled here where the canyon widens that were brought down with last spring’s atmospheric rivers.  With air quality a concern in the San Joaquin Valley, burn days can be hard to come by.  Not only are we reducing hazardous fuel in the event of a wildfire, but eliminating the limbs, mostly sycamore that burn quickly compared to oak, we saved our watergap fences between pastures and neighbors when Dry Creek rises again.  Lastly, we’ve eliminated a potential logjam at McKay’s Point where part of the Kaweah River is diverted to the St. John’s fork that ultimately passes north of Visalia.

 

 

REVERBERATIONS

Voices lift above the rhythmic drum beats

from Elko, Nevada—dear friends claimed

for over thirty years and seven hundred miles:

 

a ‘Cowboy Disneyland’, I declared having found

my tribe in ’89, Ian rising on the wind and Jack,

rambling from the Ashgrove, ever-ready

 

in my mind to fly the thin, clean air

over sawtoothed peaks of frosted snow

like sharp, white teeth gnawing at the sky—

 

at heaven, a high desert ascension between

here and there where nothing stays the same

but hugs, handshakes and easy camaraderie.

 

 

https://www.sweetrelief.org/news/sweet-relief-musicians-fund-presents-a-tribute-to-ramblin-jack-elliott

 

 

 

NATE VISE’S FORT

(c) Tulare County Library

Kentucky native Nathaniel Vise was born in 1810.  He voted in the election to form Tulare County 1852 and led the competition between Woodsville and Visalia (named after him) for the new County seat.  In that same election, my mother’s great-grandfather, John Cutler, leading the contingent for Woodsville, became the County’s first elected judge.

 

 

An outsider, I imagine timbers

between me and town—

now an amoebic city flooding

 

its values onto orchard ground:

big box stores, stucco cathedrals,

and condos stacked like cordwood.

 

Ramparts only in my mind

to keep the natives safe

from the shiniest attractions

 

as sleepy-headed commuters

race 198 to stew in tail light gridlock—

impatience rising with their exhaust.

 

 

https://thesungazette.com/article/visalia/2021/10/13/housing-project-hopes-to-reveal-remnants-of-visalias-first-structure/


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