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SURPRISE RAIN

Mud from head to toe
before the bus to school,
how could I know

I’d never bring it home—
never be the hero
of black and white westerns.

But a lifetime chasing rainbows
has been enough
without the pot of gold.



BODY BURNING DETAIL

 

                  Arms shrunk to seal flippers

                  Charred buttocks thrust skyward

                  They burned for five days.

                                    – Bill Jones (“The Body Burning Detail”)

 

The tangle of limbs piled

like Bill’s poem from Nam,

oak skeletons and cadavers

 

turned hard and brittle

ache from drought,

rings parched of memory,

 

native history become ash

up in smoke. Perhaps my years

personify the tree, allow

 

empathy for these witnesses

to wild centuries before the West

was tamed, offering acorn meal

 

and shade for cattle,

ever-tuned to the telepathic

as they chew their cuds.

 

 

REVISITING RIP VAN WINKLE

 

Flash after flash above

a steely barrage of pellets—

an opaque torrent of gray rain

 

cut by the crack of thunder

as if the gods were falling timber

or sawing logs—

 

or just inebriated

in the mountains

playing nine pins.

 

 

MOM AND POP GROCERY

                                  How I wish to sail away in my little skiff
                                  And high on the waters, live out the rest of my life.

                                                 – Su Tung-p’o (“Immortal at the River”)

Harold and Nettie kept accounts of all the local

farmhands in a shoebox, cashed their checks

and paid their bills on Saturdays,

the balance spent behind the neon blue

Burgie sign in the dark-half of the store—

worn men glancing-out into the blinding light

at the wagonload of soda pop bottles

we gleaned from weeds along the road

to trade for Cokes and candy.

They offered ‘Flying A’ gasoline before

they moved the grocery to the Yokohl

when they widened the highway,

keeping busy into old age until

a week after Harold retired

to his skiff on high waters.

REVERBERATIONS

Voices lift above the rhythmic drum beats

from Elko, Nevada—dear friends claimed

for over thirty years and seven hundred miles:

 

a ‘Cowboy Disneyland’, I declared having found

my tribe in ’89, Ian rising on the wind and Jack,

rambling from the Ashgrove, ever-ready

 

in my mind to fly the thin, clean air

over sawtoothed peaks of frosted snow

like sharp, white teeth gnawing at the sky—

 

at heaven, a high desert ascension between

here and there where nothing stays the same

but hugs, handshakes and easy camaraderie.

 

 

https://www.sweetrelief.org/news/sweet-relief-musicians-fund-presents-a-tribute-to-ramblin-jack-elliott

 

 

 

NATE VISE’S FORT

(c) Tulare County Library

Kentucky native Nathaniel Vise was born in 1810.  He voted in the election to form Tulare County 1852 and led the competition between Woodsville and Visalia (named after him) for the new County seat.  In that same election, my mother’s great-grandfather, John Cutler, leading the contingent for Woodsville, became the County’s first elected judge.

 

 

An outsider, I imagine timbers

between me and town—

now an amoebic city flooding

 

its values onto orchard ground:

big box stores, stucco cathedrals,

and condos stacked like cordwood.

 

Ramparts only in my mind

to keep the natives safe

from the shiniest attractions

 

as sleepy-headed commuters

race 198 to stew in tail light gridlock—

impatience rising with their exhaust.

 

 

https://thesungazette.com/article/visalia/2021/10/13/housing-project-hopes-to-reveal-remnants-of-visalias-first-structure/


https://www.tularecountytreasures.org

CRUSADES

 

Caravans of SUVs, militarily spaced in case one gets lost,

race up our pocked-marked and decomposing mountain road

on Fridays to Hartland and Hume Lake Christian camps

to thin, clean air and worship exposed to cedars and pines

only to return Sunday afternoons as if God were driving

 

irresponsibly—an ascension of modern day crusaders

sprinting with a gang of jeeps, retrofitted for climbing rocks

and spinning hookers in the melting snow, the whir

and hum of mud-grips from miles below. Always

casualties, strapped to the backs of tow trucks home.

 

RIDGELINE

 

A bustling world of change

with all its shenanigans beyond

the renewed green after rain,

 

beyond the ridgeline that has stayed

the same for a thousand lifetimes,

ever since Tro’khud, the Eagle

 

and Wee-hay’-sit, the Mountain Lion

shaped a body from clay

and baked it in the house of tules

 

they had set afire. Then put a piece

of him in a basket and set it beside

Sho-no’-yoo spring to become his mate.

 

They made mistakes like paws for hands

they had to change—but for a moment

they were safe this side of the ridge.

 

 

WARMING FIRE

 

Warm-up cutting it.

Get warm stacking it.

Stay warm carrying it

            into the house.

And once more, when

you haul the ashes out.

            – for Gary Davis

 

SLEEPING BEES

 

A bower for sleeping bees,

the ground begs softly

beneath the burning trees

to foster cotyledons

and change the canyon green.

 

No cars on the road,

silence weighs heavily,

not a bird or bull’s bawl

to claim the open space

that’s come alive.

 

The gray sky witness

floats in a cloud-fog

damp and undemanding

as the long pause of winter

moves into a new beginning.