
Mud from head to toe
before the bus to school,
how could I know
I’d never bring it home—
never be the hero
of black and white westerns.
But a lifetime chasing rainbows
has been enough
without the pot of gold.

Mud from head to toe
before the bus to school,
how could I know
I’d never bring it home—
never be the hero
of black and white westerns.
But a lifetime chasing rainbows
has been enough
without the pot of gold.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2024, poetry, Ranch Journal
Tagged Dry Creek, photography, poetry, rain, rainbows, weather

Arms shrunk to seal flippers
Charred buttocks thrust skyward
They burned for five days.
– Bill Jones (“The Body Burning Detail”)
The tangle of limbs piled
like Bill’s poem from Nam,
oak skeletons and cadavers
turned hard and brittle
ache from drought,
rings parched of memory,
native history become ash
up in smoke. Perhaps my years
personify the tree, allow
empathy for these witnesses
to wild centuries before the West
was tamed, offering acorn meal
and shade for cattle,
ever-tuned to the telepathic
as they chew their cuds.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2024, poetry, Ranch Journal
Tagged "Blood Trails", burn piles, dead standing oaks, Drought, Dry Creek, Fire, personification, photography, poetry

Flash after flash above
a steely barrage of pellets—
an opaque torrent of gray rain
cut by the crack of thunder
as if the gods were falling timber
or sawing logs—
or just inebriated
in the mountains
playing nine pins.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2024, Ranch Journal
Tagged Atmospheric River, Dry Creek, lightning, photography, Pineapple Express, poetry, rain, thunder, weather

How I wish to sail away in my little skiff
And high on the waters, live out the rest of my life.
– Su Tung-p’o (“Immortal at the River”)
Harold and Nettie kept accounts of all the local
farmhands in a shoebox, cashed their checks
and paid their bills on Saturdays,
the balance spent behind the neon blue
Burgie sign in the dark-half of the store—
worn men glancing-out into the blinding light
at the wagonload of soda pop bottles
we gleaned from weeds along the road
to trade for Cokes and candy.
They offered ‘Flying A’ gasoline before
they moved the grocery to the Yokohl
when they widened the highway,
keeping busy into old age until
a week after Harold retired
to his skiff on high waters.

Voices lift above the rhythmic drum beats
from Elko, Nevada—dear friends claimed
for over thirty years and seven hundred miles:
a ‘Cowboy Disneyland’, I declared having found
my tribe in ’89, Ian rising on the wind and Jack,
rambling from the Ashgrove, ever-ready
in my mind to fly the thin, clean air
over sawtoothed peaks of frosted snow
like sharp, white teeth gnawing at the sky—
at heaven, a high desert ascension between
here and there where nothing stays the same
but hugs, handshakes and easy camaraderie.
Posted in Elko, Photographs, Poems 2024, poetry
Tagged Elko, National Cowboy Poetry Gathering, poetry

(c) Tulare County Library
Kentucky native Nathaniel Vise was born in 1810. He voted in the election to form Tulare County 1852 and led the competition between Woodsville and Visalia (named after him) for the new County seat. In that same election, my mother’s great-grandfather, John Cutler, leading the contingent for Woodsville, became the County’s first elected judge.
An outsider, I imagine timbers
between me and town—
now an amoebic city flooding
its values onto orchard ground:
big box stores, stucco cathedrals,
and condos stacked like cordwood.
Ramparts only in my mind
to keep the natives safe
from the shiniest attractions
as sleepy-headed commuters
race 198 to stew in tail light gridlock—
impatience rising with their exhaust.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2024
Tagged John Cutler, Nate Vise, poetry, Tulare County, Visalia

Caravans of SUVs, militarily spaced in case one gets lost,
race up our pocked-marked and decomposing mountain road
on Fridays to Hartland and Hume Lake Christian camps
to thin, clean air and worship exposed to cedars and pines
only to return Sunday afternoons as if God were driving
irresponsibly—an ascension of modern day crusaders
sprinting with a gang of jeeps, retrofitted for climbing rocks
and spinning hookers in the melting snow, the whir
and hum of mud-grips from miles below. Always
casualties, strapped to the backs of tow trucks home.
Posted in Photographs, POEMS 2023, poetry, Ranch Journal
Tagged Dry Creek, photography, poetry

A bustling world of change
with all its shenanigans beyond
the renewed green after rain,
beyond the ridgeline that has stayed
the same for a thousand lifetimes,
ever since Tro’khud, the Eagle
and Wee-hay’-sit, the Mountain Lion
shaped a body from clay
and baked it in the house of tules
they had set afire. Then put a piece
of him in a basket and set it beside
Sho-no’-yoo spring to become his mate.
They made mistakes like paws for hands
they had to change—but for a moment
they were safe this side of the ridge.
Posted in Photographs, POEMS 2023, poetry
Tagged change, Dry Creek, green, photography, poetry, progress, rain, weather, Yokuts Creation Myth

Warm-up cutting it.
Get warm stacking it.
Stay warm carrying it
into the house.
And once more, when
you haul the ashes out.
– for Gary Davis
Posted in Photographs, POEMS 2023, poetry, Ranch Journal

A bower for sleeping bees,
the ground begs softly
beneath the burning trees
to foster cotyledons
and change the canyon green.
No cars on the road,
silence weighs heavily,
not a bird or bull’s bawl
to claim the open space
that’s come alive.
The gray sky witness
floats in a cloud-fog
damp and undemanding
as the long pause of winter
moves into a new beginning.
Posted in Photographs, POEMS 2023, poetry, Ranch Journal
Tagged bees, Dry Creek, fog, photography, poetry, rain, silence, sycamores, weather