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PRECURSOR

 

 

Not quite the answer
to a thousand prayers,
for weeks of dry cold,

green grass graying
and crispy filaree
dirt-brown at a distance—

the red sky afire
startles the senses
and rattles the leaves

of sycamores flaming
before dawn’s light
along the creek, all

waiting to undress,
to bare white limbs
reaching for a hard rain.

 

Though still understocked from the drought, we’ve been a busy gathering this week, patching fences, feeding hay. We’d have gladly postponed this morning’s branding if yesterday’s rain had measured more and the road too slick to get up into Greasy. But the 0.11” was a pleasant change and rejuvenated the color of the surviving green, if nothing more. The bulls have been busy trading places, demolishing fences around the Gathering Field. We’ve got our fingers crossed that the cattle will be there when we and our crew of good neighbors arrive this morning.

 

ALONG THE SISKADEE

 

Pogue Canyon

 

In a younger, other life,
I cached my plews along the Siskadee
and boiled my traps in melted snow
waiting for spring to run wild.

Like the boney remnant of a tail,
a dangling DNA that spurns tight spaces
and authority, polite or otherwise
caged to submit to the majority,

my paternal and maternal predecessors
escaped West generations ago—
all odd ducks, genetic nonconformities
shaped by landscapes they learned

to adore. Apart from town, each
shrinking piece of ground has a history
of families adapting to progressive changes
in realities: fickle weather and faddish

politics without ethic or philosophies
that value truth or humanity.
I cache my plews along the Siskadee
and boil my traps in melted snow.

 

NORMAL

 

 

The green is gone.
No need to say
we need a rain

praying privately
under our breaths—
no Congressman

to write to,
too busy with politics
to notice.

Gather to brand.
Feed hay.
It’s all normal.

 

RELEVANT REVERIE

 

 

On the other side
of Sunday school
and Old Testament tests,

we survived wilder times
with less rules. Today,
we take turns cutting calves

with meat on the fire.
At home in these board pens,
we can hear the old men

holler from Sulphur Ridge:
Dave, E.J., Earl and Homer,
chides, laughter and profanity

as we look back—
and up ahead we see
we’re somewhere in-between.

 

CALVES

 

 

How I craved the physical,
the hot rush of blood
within my flesh, the might

of muscles flexed
to my will, the loop’s
quick flash secure

around the boney
feet of calves
in the branding pen—

no two quite the same,
how I welcomed them
as a measure of a man.

 

CERTAIN

 

 

Certain places, certain
as the ridge’s blinding light
at dawn, embrace us—

draw the pain away,
the poison that the brain
has let fester behind our eyes.

They need not speak, yet
the breeze rhymes
in the limbs of trees,

where the business of birds
changes with the seasons, yet
will not change the ways

of the world. Certain places
find their peace in the mundane
details, the stamen’s sure

perfume pollinators share
upon the petals’ opening
their doors to seed. Certain.

 

GRANITE LANDMARKS

 

 

When I was new to these hills,
great rocks rose to find my way
along a native track—coyote,

deer and that of cattle—
dirt worn soft by pad and hoof.
I gave each a name

to place me on this ground
when I was lost, or turned
around on gray fog days.

Weather-sculpted, laced
with lichen color, some
take the shape of humans

that haven’t changed, frozen
in time before men came
to live among them—

mark the stories of the hunt
and gather of the untamed.
These rocks remember

without words, a warm
language recorded
for the species that survive us.

 

99% ILLUMINATED

 

 

Not quite full, we cheer its rising
on a ridgeline of oaks, naked
silhouettes posing before a fire—

its steady ascension between and beyond
heaven’s contrails—as the busyness
of this planet becomes small.

 

MISSING CATTLE

 

 

We never quite give-in to the ground,
though it shapes faces and scars our flesh—
mountains and canyons worn apart

from the crowd, our trained brains taught
to see the smaller things while looking out
over purple ranges to snow white teeth

sunk sharply into the blue, blue sky
after a cold rain clears the air, erases
tracks, cleans all but the near at hand

climbing higher for the tallest green
hidden in the old, gray grass, mildewing—
cows and calves full atop the ridge,

friends and family lying in leafless shade
looking out beyond the perfect dreams
of our calculations ever coming out.

 

SEASON OF GRASS

 

 

Oak smoke from the woodstove
curls beneath the eave, gray snake
sliding from post to beam

to filter dawn’s first blinding light
after rain. Bare ground green
with cotyledons, damp with dew

overnight, sequins glistening
on blond dry stems—on the cusp
of something beginning with

the miracle of seed swelling
into new shoots, leaves of grass
over and over and over again

despite our ignorance and greed, our
ownership of more than the moment
as we prepare for another adventure:

oak and Manzanita stacked
against the dry and cold stretches
between the welcome rains.