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BEFORE IT SLIPS AWAY


With so many holes in my memory
what remains seems like yesterday.

I jettisoned the shameful first,
then turned the irrational loose

to make room for the moment
before it slips away.

EQUINOX


It sounds like a drug
for the infirmed
or a dressing for horses’ hooves

or a government program
to keep poverty alive
and consuming—

it sounds soothing
to the summer-baked subconscious,
a galactic reprieve

before the leaves rain
in gusts
before the first storm

stirs weathered flesh.
Autumnal Equinox
just rolls off the tongue.



MATERNITY


Dilated and making bag,
first-calf heifers choose to graze,
closer to our familiar voices

over morning coffee. Perhaps security,
or our loving pride they feel
long distance as we imagine

a pasture full of calves clinging
to a mother’s shadow, the buck and run
as they get older like the thirty years

before them. We begin another season
of grass with rain, with feeding hay
ready to face the future with them.

Weather Change

After a brutal summer, we are enjoying a major change in temperature: a high of 87 yesterday and 55 this morning as storms hit the northwest and Canada.

As I’ve posted before, my father’s model for predicting the weather was based on a 30-day cycle beginning with noticeable changes in the month of August. If these changes were confirmed in September, he would count on rain on those days in October and/or November. My brother and I still rely to some degree on his model, but with the volatility of the weather in recent years, it’s anyone’s guess.

We’ve begun feeding as we wait for our first calves to arrive. We’ve moved our calving date back two weeks, from the first to the fifteenth, in response to the trend of high temperatures in early September. Not only is the heat hard on calving cows, but often there’s always a couple of first-calf heifers that leave their newborns in a hundred degree sun.

September also brings the catalogs for bull sales in California that offer a wide array of Genomic Enhanced Expected Progeny Data as well as links to videos of the bulls. I still rely on my eye, but it’s a far cry from the old days when I was starting out.

As the days get shorter, we still expect the temperatures to return to the century mark, but for the moment it’s delightful.

HEAT WAVE

 

All the thirsty hearts

have sucked the dog dish down

beyond the reach of the panting Titmouse,

 

nervous little bastard bobbing

empty-beaked at his favorite waterhole

below the nozzle, hose and bib

 

during this two-week heat wave

of highs in the teens, like every summer here

in the San Joaquin.

 

 

 

 

Summer Solstice 2024

 

Around the corner

the future waits alignment

of the moons and stars.

 

 

HARMONIES

Before the day breaks over

the black silhouette of Sulphur Peak,

the Mourning Doves moan

 

from dreams and the quail beckon

broods with marching songs, while

Roadrunners call long distance—

 

rehearsing harmonies

humanity would do well

to learn and listen to.

 

 

Cuckoo Cuckcoo Coo

 

The same old song at dawn

remains unchanged at dark—

the Roadrunners’ refrain

 

                 across the pasture,

                 lest we forget

                world affairs…

 

 

First Calf Heifers

Due to calve this fall, these first calf heifers will be checked with ultrasound tomorrow morning.  We introduced the Red Angus bulls in late December, and trust that most are bred judging by the activity since then.  

3 Hour Meal