TOO EARLY YET

 

 

The birds begin to think in pairs
as these old hills begin to breathe
soft green from crusty brown.

Two young blackbirds inspect
last year’s redwood limbs
to house the colony, safe-haven

from crows and ravens, easy
to defend. Two by two, the quail
titter down garden trails

too cold to plant. The crimson
chests of finches gleam before
drab ladies on the railing

when not picking at
old nests in the roof beams,
half-heartedly. Too early yet

for songs of love and making
babies when these old hills
have just begun to breathe.

 

IT IS AN ART

 

Mt. Tamalpais – L.E. Rea (1868-1927)

 

                              …the cold passion for truth
                    Hunts in no pack.

                         -Robinson Jeffers (“Be Angry at the Sun”)

It is an art
not to be swept up
in the turbulence,

not to fear the storm
of words etched
in electric thunder,

when our ear drums can’t
quit reverberating
with the latest blow

from a hundred anvils
busy reshaping the truth
to fit the moment.

It is an art to savor silence,
to listen to where it leads
to what you know.

 

SULPHUR PEAK

 

 

Low snow on the steep ground,
a slow melt soaking slopes
for Golden Poppies and wild lavender.

Still on the rise, the old man
hasn’t left his post looking down
upon us, the floods and droughts.

Born forty million years ago,
he’s seen the worst of weather
changes—few things as sure today.

 

wild lavender

 

Another Dusting

 

 

Daylight dressed Sulphur Peak (3,477’) with another dusting of snow after five days of measurable precipitation that totaled 2.56”, almost half of this season’s rainfall (5.73”) since September. Though well-short of the average for this time of year, the transformation of our hillsides has begun.

As noticeable is the transformation in our outlook and attitudes, the exhilaration we are experiencing with the present prospect of a grass season, albeit short. It is magical as green becomes the predominate color: instant grass, just add water.

 

RESILIENT DIRT

 

 

“Will the hills turn green again?” She asks.
Flat on my back, my tongue dodges
dental utensils: mirror, suction

and cavitron finding a nerve
as I turn my wince into a grin
and gargle, “Yes, they just need rain.”

This old dry flesh and all its crumbling
skeletons shedding bark and limbs
await our ballyhooed first

winter storm on the first of March.
Ricocheting between extremes,
nothing is normal, our only certainty:

rebirth, rejuvenation, the miracle
of earth and water. To her I wink,
“We may even have flowers.”

 

Game Changer

 

 

It was an all-night, slow rain and low snow with no runoff, 0.60” that was absorbed, no puddles at first light as winter finally arrived at the end of February—a game changer as our options were narrowing.

Though we considered buying some heifers last fall to augment our cow herd culled heavily after four years of drought, after last year’s record rainfall and ample feed, we are grateful that we’ve been understocked through one of the driest beginnings to our rainy season, ‘that time of year when it might rain’. Because we are understocked in our upper country, this season’s grass has been protected by last year’s old feed and our cows and calves are doing well. However, we’ve been feeding hay to our younger cows since August in our lower country as the grass has all but disappeared. With temperatures near-freezing for the past two weeks and only 0.20” of precipitation in the preceding 30 days, it’s been too cold and dry for the grass to grow.

But we know how resilient this ground can be, another storm set to arrive late this evening and last through Saturday, we have hope for a decent grass season yet and enough moisture to get us to the first of April as temperatures warm. Believers are made of such miracles.

 

WITH RAIN

 

 

                                                   I think we should keep
                    some of this, in case God comes back
                    to see what we did with it.

                                        – William Stafford (“The Whole Thing”)

He’s been away, it seems, left His lackeys
asleep on the ridge, or dressing up, waving
their diaphanous sleeves before the polished

window glass of town. We could have used
some help, some rain to inspire more Glory
in our eyes, our minds, our flesh—this grass

refreshed. Busy it seems, hands full
with despots and tyrants beyond our horizons,
this dry ground forgotten to endure with our own

small labors. Now we are the found strays
coming into hay we taste on wet nostrils,
ready to follow through any open gate.

 

Forecast Rain

 

 

To date, we have 3.17″ of precipitation since September 21, 2017.

We’ve been watching the 10-day weather developments for today’s forecast rain that seems to have intensified slightly in both probability and amount, temporarily opening the storm door for a larger event by late week. For those interested, a more comprehensive assessment of North America’s weather is available at Daniel Swain’s weather blog. We’ll be dancing tonight.

 

NEW DAY

 

 

Upon the ridge between
Ragle and Live Oak Canyons,
a mile or more three miles away,

sun and moon seasons slide
Solstice to Solstice
when there is no way

to measure time exactly—
days without names
beginning behind

                    a different tree
                    to diffuse the light
                    for a moment

and I am blind, lost to this world,
refreshed—each new day
sliding between the canyons.

 

STAYING WARM

 

 

It takes dry wood to keep the fire
going, cutting, splitting and the timely
delivery to glowing coals to stay warm—

the archaic rituals of individualists:
the harvests of backyard gardens,
the battles with weeds and pests

that win eventually. We choose
the hard way to save a dime, we say,
spend two-bits for a nickel raise.

Throwbacks to the old ways:
shovel, hoe and axe—hand-to-hand
combat with this earth, this dirt.

Small accomplishments that will
not change the world. We grow wild
to live among the foes we know

in this life and the next. Cordwood
warming moments, fruit wood
tasting of independence.