April fools making
promises on a pillow kept
for nineteen years.
Looking between their ears
watching the business
on the ground stretched
and rolled for needles, knife
and iron, the mesmerizing
dance of humans ‘round
a calf to be turned back
into a jungle of Poison
Oak and Manzanita,
the impassable wilds
of Woolly Canyon
it took four days to gather—
all done in an instant.
Little progress here,
but no less futile
than punching a clock
where time is money
and the earth is flat.
I know for a while again
the health of self forgetfulness,
– Wendell Berry (“Sabbaths 2000, V”)
Call it ‘eye’, if you will,
that desperate search for notches
and niches apart from the self
that beckon, and sometimes beg—
but often ambush us with awe
to behold, to become so small
that we forget what we have created
within this heavy flesh just
to consume and survive our appetites
for a short time. Only the desperate
have it, the lucky ones looking
beyond man’s crude creations
our children must learn to live with.
I die a little each time I’m overtaken
to let the mind go at these thresholds
and somehow think that I can
preserve and frame the moment
in a photograph or poem.
for Wendell Berry
I stumble on Bukowski early in the dark
morning, pleased to hear him voice
basic town stuff from the other side
of the page, but glad he’s not been
riding shotgun through this drought,
cussing everyone including God.
We hung a little hope on the gray
rolling in, gathering on the ridges—
on gusts stirring up, then down canyon
and grinned like foolish children
who still believed in weathermen
and Santa Claus. We dreamed
of how much rain it would take
to fill all the new cracks in clay
where the thin grass fades—
of an errant thunderstorm
that could fill the dirt tanks
and let the creek run
enough to meander and pool
under canopies of sycamores and oaks
for the Wood Ducks, cattle and us.
Through the black screen door,
wind under my skin,
I hear it begin to rain.
All the poetry
out of dark closets
spread like dandelion seed
on a gust, pages floating
to fertile landings
in the disturbed ground
to take root, unfold
each bud into a blaze
of flowers, and so on.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2014
Tagged Anisocoma acaulis, haiku, photography, poetry, Scalebud, wildflowers