Author Archives: John

Buckeyes & Heifers

With plenty of moisture, the winter buckeye balls have germinated and taken root beneath the trees in Greasy. Most won’t survive the summer sun. Branding the last bunch of calves this a.m. Hallelujah!

Sampling of yearling heifers bred to the Wagyu bulls, Snake River Farms, to begin calving mid-August.

PANTHEISTIC AFFAIR

Fog upon the creek, a low cloud
clings to sycamores without leaves
beneath dark emerald hills at dawn.

Naked limbs emerge after a night’s
rain, then alternately withdraw as if
dancing with an undulating throng

secreted within a gray veil, a pantheistic
affair – a steamy, primeval revisiting
of First Light and the creation of things.

Strange new world and fresh beginning,
our pristine hope inhabited by others,
jubilant for an instant – but not quite like us

as the cloud moves upstream, leaving
their tangle frozen outside my mind –
as the creek mumbles me back to life.

AT THE FORGE

We have hammered-out forgiveness,
made it malleable upon the anvil, until
our last strokes ring no more of blame

and we are free to forge our own
self-reliance. We can choose
the shape of it, etch baroque design,

inlay silver, or let wear speak for itself,
quietly. Some will never feel the wild
clutch and release – be never tested

and yet well-made to hang on walls,
glint in parades and be called art – but
best to hold them all on a loose rein.

                                                for Joe Bruce & Merlyn

IMPERFECTIONS

No telling how the Sierras leak
along the granite cracks and fissures
over ranges and across canyons

to make a seep and fill a trough
for all nearby – button willow, buckeye.
Along as many imperfections as

cracked glass, cobwebbed beneath
this thin coat of clay cut by seams
of shale. Old timers claimed it took

a year for snow to recharge springs
gone dry, a slowing leak downhill
in droughts. Some move around,

pool up or down canyon with the shifting
of the fractured while others become camp
sites, wild tracks in mud, gossip rocks

carved with stone, places with names
for centuries, stories come and gone
where cattle drink, make their homes.

THE DISCONNECT

Somehow, all the smart men forgot
that the only measure of our health is not
GROWTH, that maintenance of the body

is not only necessary, but creates jobs.
It is arrogance, of course, that manifest
DESTINY, that old code of the West

to build another somewhere else, appears
prosperous as the old digs crumble. It is a
GAME, these graphs and long equations

plugged with values damn few share.
There’s plenty of work everywhere you
LOOK! Why make repairs disastrous?

OUR MAN IN COMMON

We are encouraged by storms
along the Mediterranean, thunderous
footsteps, masses of legs tangled with torsos

and arms waving, reaching beyond
rejuvenated eyes on the shores of Cairo
and Tripoli – encouraged by humanity.

The earth has quaked, floods have become
a work-in-progress – some ranges rise
while other mountains melt into farms.

This sun illuminates an instant age
of transparency – where secrets sell quickly,
and information cheap for Everyman

reaching for a dream. The despots fall
like fences under hoof as the herd
grazes fresh feed for a little while.

Low Snow

Sulphur Peak


Greasy Creek

6:30 a.m. – 35 degrees, .81″ rain overnight, since Thursday, .94″, season 18.70″

TERMINUS BEACH

All gone before my feet, the gray Kaweah raging foam
to the rumble of boulders underwater, scent of sulphur
above the cutbank, 1955. A black & white photograph

of lightbulb strings above the dance floor walled by sad,
round eyes of dark cars with real fenders, simple grins and
children, secured in my mind before washing downstream.

A temporary place deposited along the river, croaking cattails
with bullfrogs, fuzzy moonshine shadows, smell of slow water,
gasp of lovers steaming on a warm breeze beyond the fiddling

and motion glowing within a black and buggy summer night,
I imagine I might have liked before the war changed everything,
and nothing, at the same time. The rumble of certain words

resonates beneath the surface, slow roll and grind, a winnowing
of cobbles and sand suspended in floods of feeling – when chunks
of cold, molten mountains remade the riverbed before the dam.

FIRST AT THE GATE

Trying to meet me, eye-to-eye,
the old Red horse wants to go –
not knowing where, or how long

like the Bay horse years ago,
left behind the first time: gallop,
stop and turn on the fence

for an hour on his own, within
earshot of cows and calves
bawling at the branding with

old friends and neighbors
down the road – time takes us all
for a ride. Shed, grow winter

hair, play before the gusty storms,
they have no fear of the end,
nothing other than grand purpose

now. “But after awhile,” my Dad
once said, “you have to get used
to not being first in line.”

WAITING AT THE GATE

Snow tomorrow, clouds low, wind bites
high on the mountain, on the Homer,
south side of Remy Gap. Cinch-up,

big calves. Black cows crowd the gate
for each four-hundred pound baby
to escape ropes and smoke, horses and

men before the storm – to find her close,
waiting to go back to steep home in the
hollows of brush and rock, seeps of water

ponded, to look straight-down on town,
river, and the mesmerizing highway where
cars trail up and down like ants towards

unknown purpose steadily. Shed
cumbersome coat sleeves, build and swing,
loosen-up right humerus and clavicle.

I was the young man here, once upon a time –
never thought it’d last – never thought
I’d ever weaken, choose slow instead of fast.

                                           – for Brent Huntington