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Out in California

Sulphur & 17, 2014

Sulphur & 17, 2014

It’s all new ground, this branding in the dry—even though Robbin rigged and ran a sprinkler from a spring-filled tank the day before to keep the dust down. Conditions were delightful. Still feeding everyday, but wearing down as we and our neighbors try to get a few calves marked as we go. It’s time, a month later than normal. Naturally, the calves are lighter, not the big and bloomy kind that draw compliments or test the ground crew.

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Age and youth, the cowboy dream alive and realized in the same pen, at the same moment, under perhaps the worst circumstances of weather to date in California. Surviving the Drought of 1977 early in my career gave me confidence during the many dry years since, but these historical dry times will impact the future for man and beast for years to come. Busy with the basics, we have yet to imagine some of these far-reaching impacts.

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But it’s reassuring to be in the company of neighbors, all of us in the same boat with the same decisions to make: whether to buy more hay or sell more cows—usually both that can’t last forever. Most our brandings roll ‘old-people slow’, just right for us and a few throwback kids that might want this kind of life. What they don’t know, of course, is that they invigorate and inspire us, help keep us going, make it all the more worthwhile.

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Calves Need Hay Too

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Calculating how much alfalfa to leave in a pasture, we have to include the growing appetites of calves. Though the Wagyu X calves above may not know the taste of green grass, they know the sound of the hay truck, as do the calves everywhere. Branding a little bunch in Greasy this morning, culling cows as we go.

DECLARATION

The Governor has come with a mouthful of marbles,
but no Demosthenes, cornered before cameras
after meeting big farmers in dark back rooms,

eyes shift through closed doors, see San Francisco,
Santa Cruz. ‘Moonbeam’ in the 70s when he ran
with Ronstadt, he’s still undecided. Driest year

on record yet, it’s about the water that isn’t—
and who gets it, if he declares a drought. Playing
politics: pleasing people like cattle—who gets hay

little water irrigates. I am but dust on the window screen
to Pine Street, Exeter, 1958 when I shook his father’s hand,
watched California meet the future with accomplishment.

This is not poetry, nor a cry-baby rant. This is drought
no matter what we declare or who says it—lean
times when Mother Nature makes all the rules.

TO THESE HILLS

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In the end, it will not matter
to these bare hills—the dust
we rose, the hay we fed

to cows, thin calves trailing
never knowing green. Or
the cacophony of pleas

to separate gods prolonged
in empty canyons echoing
hoarse and raspy songs.

A sick and starving coyote came
to the house, hairless as the hills,
to lie down in a damp spot,

too weak to leave without help.
In the end, it will not matter
to these bare hills, slowly

decomposing once again, if
we stay or go. It is the cows
we cared about, trusting souls

we owed, obliged to living
on next to nothing—even still
it will not matter to these hills.

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WPC: Window

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Paregien Branding 2014

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Dust & Smoke: Paregien Branding 2014

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Each branding at the Paregien Ranch always seems unique. In years past, we’ve been snowed on, rained on, and in fog so thick we could barely see across the pen, each documented in the archives of this blog. This year, … Continue reading

Happy New Year

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While gathering yesterday to brand this morning, another oak tree at 2,400 feet snags a mylar balloon from some Valley celebration. Offensive, blasphemous, the Sierra foothills are littered with them. There ought to be a law, but then again, our landscape is littered with too many of those as well. Miles from the asphalt, they decompose eventually, it just takes time. Happy 2014!

THE SOUND OF IT

                                                            …and we sprawl with it
                    and hear another world for a minute
                    that is almost there.

                              – William Stafford (“Sending These Messages”)

Only the excited know the thrill—you tell us:
riding upon a Red Tail in the creek
hiding a kill beneath a skirt of feathers fanned

beside your horse’s shadow, looking past you,
looking up into an unseen rush of air,
louder over your shoulder, just before

the Golden Eagle lands and leaves
with the squirrel, as if you were not there.
But I can hear your squeals of disbelief

still echoing in the draws, well after
the meal was finished in a nearby oak tree.
We sprawl with it, over and over again,

share and stretch ourselves beyond this flesh—
become the eagle, become the hawk
and the sound of it is shrill.

                                                                                for Jody

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Red Tail

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AT THE TOP OF THE LIST

No trace, no drizzling mist—
she will really have to rain
into the night into the dawn

into the draws into the creek
into a rising frothy broth for weeks
to address our growing list of jobs

unfurled, saved for a rainy day.
We’ve emptied the barn: ‘making
hay while the sun shines’ available

to hungry cattle far too long
to remember all the work postponed
to keep them alive—the basic

little jobs that maintain the machinery
runs smoothly, heart and mind
intact. But first, the oil and grease

to lubricate the old joints: time
to rejoice and celebrate, to marvel
with the miracle of a rainy day.