Author Archives: John

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Roots

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Tenacious. Ingenious. Examples abound.

We’re preparing to brand calves Friday, despite our lack of any green, knowing that we’ll set our calves back to some degree, but also knowing that if we wait much longer to get started, by time we get all our pastures worked, some will weigh 500 lbs. and we’ll set them back anyway, rain or no rain.

On the bright side, moving ahead is a relief from our monotonous feeding routine that continues concurrently. Though energy wanes, tenacious, ingenious examples abound and we’re actually excited—looking forward to what we all need: a gathering of neighbors and a job to share.

THE RESULTS ARE IN

Shrinking tribe of cowmen
and women at funerals play
the same songs, like

Riding Down the Canyon
in ever-changing light.
Otherwise alive and alone,

we glide miles of ranges
and ridges between us—
let the mind’s eye roam,

slowly digesting landmarks
on landscapes reminded
with details we had forgotten

until the song, until the stories—
watching together
the desert sun go down.

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BEGINNING

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Abandoned hay rake resting
in the sycamores has not moved
in my lifetime, unless with silt

under floods that rose against them
when farming across the creek
didn’t pay. How long have they

danced, changing clothes, adding
and subtracting limbs, courting
the moment to begin again?

BARE DIRT

With no puddles or streams
to wade, the Great Blue Herons
frozen in pastures wait

for movement of earth like
sentries over gopher mounds
all summer long. A Harris’s Hawk

claims a rock among a million
cow chips daring a squirrel
to make a living outside

his burrow. Everyone grounded,
we crave ascension—to leave
in a haze or rise with the dust.

Delirium: High Pressure Haze

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Though feed conditions may be worse other places, the entire Dry Creek watershed is slicked-off to the dirt. Robbin notes that someday the road will run red with clay.

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Feeding, feeding, feeding—all you could do was throw hay on the ground and pray to God it would rain.

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Dinner Bell

January 1, 2014

January 1, 2014

ALWAYS THE ALLUSION

Like poetry over whiskey, neighbors
in from feeding, first day of two-fourteen,
glasses raised to the native cows and daughters

we prize in hard times. Another language
where words roll near the edge of vulgarity
and descriptive gerundives ricochet around

the kitchen like ice rattling our empty glasses.
But always the allusion of something more
that holds us to this ground, this watershed

we can’t shake, yet celebrate daily
for as long as we can. Crass and basic lines
I try to remember, steal for a poem

in the morning—always another way
of looking—seeing that it is
no small miracle, this earth adapting.

                                                            for Craig and Ronnelle

CATHARSIS

Some reason we
believe

moves and dangles
beyond dry leaves
clinging

into the new year,
this side of the Kaweahs
baring granite teeth—

some logic yet
to focus clearly,
every soul hungry

hunting something
to fill their bellies.
An urgency

in fragile air before
the haze and dust—
a quickening

to our plodding
like old horses
headed home.

What star has fallen
from dark heavens, what
holds the clouds back?

Some reason we
remain to see.

Kaweah Peaks: No Snowpack

December 31, 2013

December 31, 2013

RAINDANCE

Golden hours before the haze
rises from the Valley, all shades
of yellow and brown without green

blaze beneath a deep blue,
cloudless sky—old horses hesitate
to notice, find remarkable, shuffling

the same words day after day.
No one listens to the forecast
over coffee anymore. Dusty hills

wait for a plan. You suggest
we brand some calves—best chance
we’ve ever had to bring a rain.