The sycamores are pushing leaves against green hillsides along the creek— thin clouds smeared upon blue seas above fresh snow upstream, and we
old timers wait for the wildflowers we remember, their names and faces begging for a moment in the sun far from the news in Washington.
Thank God it finally rained after months of fog, the only moisture to keep the grass alive, and only now does it start to grow after the frost and freezing mornings
that make strong feed. You can see it piled behind the heifers, instead of puddles, licking themselves as if their coats were combed with gobs of Brylcreem.
It’s the little things that tell the story I’m looking for—Baby Blue Eyes, Mariposa Lillies and Pretty Faces to greet me spring mornings.
Sunday morning’s horoscope suggests why not write some poetry planets aligned for me to be feeling especially inspired or artistic and I try, despite the broken tooth too short to extract with vice grips, crumbling, throbbing with coffee.
Devastation at the distant feral cat’s food down at the shop, a raccoon, I suspect, stuck in the small door cut in its thirty-gallon cover. I envision the coon panicked, flipping over— kibble scattered like gravel, empty dishes upside down, secret humor as I reclaim the mess.
And the weeds we sprayed yesterday from the welcome rains that washed-out all the fences across the creek between neighbors, their cattle headed south, tentatively exploring our empty pasture across from the house.
Dark shadows shrink upon the green, a picturesque pre-spring day in-the-making. I sip cold coffee and wait.
Around Christmas, I’d wake to my father asleep on the floor facing the fireplace of the old Coffelt house with high gray ceilings, his brown sweater reeking of #2 diesel and I’d lay beside him as he snored.
He’d been up and down all night checking temperatures, lighting smudge pot sentries whose flaming helmets surrounded his father’s orchards of oranges to turn back a freeze, or climbing towers with spinning turrets to start the flathead Ford’s twin prop wind machines.
I begged to go with him block to block passing Ike Clark’s lean-to of old scrap boards catching fire from two lit smudge pots and bottled heat with him asleep on gunny sacks of straw. Dad pulled him free as we watched the shelter disappear.
My mother suffered most the suet that leaked inside the house from the black cloud that hung over Exeter’s crop of gold. to ship East and the new dress she bought for a Christmas party in Visalia she never got to wear because the freezing weather claimed my Dad. She never forgave him.