Thank God for the Weather!

After another all-night rain, the creek is up and snow low enough to close the Grapevine, the Interstate between the San Joaquin Valley and L.A., and Deadwood, the steep and curvy stretch falling-off into Oakhurst where Robbin’s brother operates a snowplow for Cal-Trans. Also Priest Valley, CA 198 & 25 west of Coalinga in the Coast Range is closed. No surprise that a chunk of Highway 1 through Big Sur lies in the Pacific. 1.68 inches of rain in the past 24 hours, 2.22 inches in the last 3 days, and still raining, clouds hanging below Sulphur Peak at 3,000 feet, our ground has not dried out since the middle of last December and more rain forecast for the next ten days.

Gray, we’re sequestered inside once again as the late-month pattern repeats itself, the garden half-tilled with implements waiting, standing, planted ready in wet soil. Weeds on the periphery are making a comeback where I sprayed a few months ago. Getting off the asphalt, Dry Creek Road, with a pickup is a non-productive option, and crossing the muddy creek I can see from my desk this morning would be foolhardy.

Getting Kenny and Virginia’s calves branded Friday instead of Saturday looks like genius now, and apparently their ‘bulls too big to brand’ and hauled to town instead brought good money. We’ve got damn little to complain about and thrilled to have something other than world politics to discuss.

Thank God for the Weather! I have my desk to clean-up that after tax accounting, endless mail and disheveled stacks of books that looks like a junk yard – stuff I know is there, somewhere, but I can’t possibly find. Plenty to do as we await T-storms this afternoon that threaten the Valley’s deciduous fruit and nut trees in bloom – peaches, plums, nectarines and almonds especially vulnerable. Obviously the planet’s in revolt, reacting to something big. Our hillsides are oozing, moving with the weight of water, I suspect – nothing to do but wait, because we’ve seen nothing yet.

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More McKee Branding …as it rains

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With more visits than ever, we’ve found more photos: © Robbin Dofflemyer 2011

AT HOME

Bless these hills that lend perspective,
teach gravity and train the eye to look
upwards to find horizons truly blue

above black dots of Angus pairs, grazing
as they grade emerald grass between
the oak trees clinging like whiskers

to every crease in their faces – home
a hundred years, it seems, centuries
inhabited by a few who still linger near

old slabs of stone. A man can hide,
grow deaf to the din and stay – busy
as Sisyphus with his rock, or not –

most accomplishment erased by storms
that have worn them smooth and
exposed their crumbling, granite bones.

These hills that embrace in the rain,
holding humble ready as we age
to wear with them, as well as we can.

McKee Branding

We got a last minute call from Kenny & Virginia to brand their calves before it rained. They’d been gathering Woolly Canyon for three days, one in the rain, hoping to brand Saturday, but with a week of forecast rain ahead, went Friday instead. Plenty of big calves under less than optimal conditions, I was pleased to be in the same pen with so many young and capable cowboys. Somehow, Robbin got some photos taken between vaccinating calves. It was, of course, heartening to see Jeff and Alie again – one more special day with our neighbors!

© 2011 Robbin Dofflemyer

MORE

                             In the name of more we destroy
                             for coal the mountain and its forest
                             and so choose the insatiable flame.

                                          – Wendell Berry (“2008”)

It is the lazy nature of our dreams, wanting
that which we conceive – we float on lakes rising
while islands sink, despite repeated dawnings

and better sense. The hawk remodels his high nest
of twigs when the leaves come, refines efficiency
with practice – talon and beak to soar and feed

generations. He has his place in sycamores
along the creek – a Red Tail pair, chests bared
to winter sun when we hay horses waiting.

Do they, from the cold, bare branch, dream
of warm domesticity and dependence, a store
of gophers or wealth of squirrels, or do they

find us curious? The blueprints and templates
to gather plenty have endured, yet we feed
our future to the insatiable flame in our mind.

OUR MANTRA

                                                                                                To-night, dear,
                                Let’s forget all that, that and the war,
                                And enisle ourselves a little beyond time,
                                You with this Irish whiskey, I with red wine.

                                                                – Robinson Jeffers, (“For Una”)

We talk cattle, calves turned cows by years
gone quickly now. Native girls and daughters
bred to handsome men who got around,

got by on grass – boring the dogs and cats
to sleep at our feet, come the gloaming.
First-calf heifers graze closer – black babies

butt heads, buck and run into the open pen –
to eavesdrop upon our mantra amid a chorus
of tree frogs, near and far, layers of jubilant

croaking unfolding beyond our ears. We
recognize the red cow’s call to her blind calf
who’s wandered off in circles after grass –

a distant, impatient blast he answers and turns
towards, walking straight across the pasture
into black milk. Out on the road, neighbors

coming home, old folks poking looks
at wood ducks in the creek as the planet
quakes with the day’s more pressing matters.

Almost Spring

While Robbin & I went to put out salt and mineral and to take a look at the cows and calves, we ran into these pairs:

Bullfrogs (Rana catesbeiana)

Click to enlarge.

651/1119 on 'Top'

614/1076 in 'Sulphur'

839/1093 in 'Sulphur'

We’re pretty happy!

March Fog

Robbin & I left yesterday morning with salt and mineral to look at the cattle in Greasy. We took our cameras hoping to get some early spring photographs, but ran into some cold, low clouds and fog instead. Visibility here in Section 17 was about 100 yards.

Below Buckeye, below the fog.

O’ HOLY DAYS OF RIVERS AND RAIN

How many times have I listened to the rain, each blessing
fresher than the last refrain, each drop upon this thirsty dirt
absorbed – or with the thunderous clap of torrents wild at once,

reclaim this earth? There is no Sabbath here beneath the sun,
nor moon disguised amid the clouds aglow unless the storms
that claim this arid space above alluvium and silt have kept

our rivers rising over banks. O’ Raven’s Cry, Kaweah – Tule,
Kern and the Holy Kings that once fed an inland lake for ships
steamed-up from the San Joaquin, now find no pool to float

an autumn leaf – not since the floods be dammed to save us all
for air conditioned shelters built upon this fertile earth exchanged
for family farms to repay both domestic and the foreign banks.

An Eden turned, this San Joaquin – like the Tigris and Euphrates
flow tied tightly to a fate we know, yet we still pray for growth
as if the quince juice never dripped from Eve or Adam’s lips.

To the gentle sound of showers before another storm, I write
as if each drop, a harbinger of hope, enough to change the course
of retreating rivers long-controlled by those who also govern us.

I’ve been sitting on this one for awhile with the understanding that we really can’t go back, that the San Joaquin Valley will continue to evolve towards more urbanization, that the utilization of water will also move away from agriculture – that nothing stays the same.

SPRING FEVER

A little left where they spent
time in the car in front of the gate
last night, smoked Marlboros,

ate pork rinds, drank half-dozen
Budweisers out of town,
away from home, when

she leaned against the fence
to look up at the stars, padding
the sand in and the dust up

with bare, little feet – talking
as he dropped empty sunflower
seeds between his own.

They made love, I’d guess,
in the matted grass –
the coyotes howled for free.

                           for Red Shuttleworth