Category Archives: Ranch Journal

ISLANDS OF GREEN

Cold and damp, we wake to add split oak
to coals banked in the woodstove
and wait for dawn’s dim light to see

how thick the fog that has consumed us
for weeks—and the cows and calves
we must gather before we brand,

before the rains leave dirt tracks
too slick to travel up the mountain—
bull calves to sell instead of steers for less.

An ocean of fog with islands of green,
a world below where commerce
and consumption carry-on conveniently,

where pundits and politicians spar
for the last word, and the weathermen
guess what Nature has left to teach us.

Fog: Day 18

How nice it was to see the sun above the fog topping out at 1,800 feet, temperature in the high 70s. Down on Dry Creek this a.m. it was 35 degrees.

We went up to the Paregien Ranch to make some repairs to the corrals and cut some dead trees out of our dirt roads and off the fences. The oaks that died during the 2012-2016 drought are really tipping over now. A joy to work in the sunshine before we brand calves next week.

RARE EARTH

No star or moon light,
nor sun upon my skin
for half-a-month
in a cave of fog,

partly insulated
from the shenanigans
of men at the trough
making laws

making sure
they can still deal
a gourmet meal
on the house:

our planet earth
giving up its wealth
instead of wisdom
for those that listen.

TWO POEMS

IGNITION

The hillside Blue Oaks beneath the fog
round as mushrooms upon December green,
darkened mounds that have survived

the seasons for centuries speaking
what I can’t translate, yet admire above
the sycamores that hem the creek

as they catch fire—flaming colors
on the thirteenth successive day of fog
warm heart and mind despite the gray.

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MURMURATION

The starlings swarm like bees,
murmuration, hundreds synchronized
in flight by unspoken cues to flare

and light en masse to peck and graze
the green, before that cerebral notion rises
into the sky with a synchronized dance.

Tule Fog

It hasn’t come “on little cat’s feet” (Carl Sandburg), instead a blanket hanging for 10 days straight, a “radiation fog” as it’s now named, 44 degrees high yesterday, 38 degrees this a.m.

Of course, nothing compared to the snow storms elsewhere, but our grass needs sunshine. Other places in the San Joaquin Valley have experienced zero visibility, and often here the low lying fog spills over the ridge clear down to the creek. Perhaps tomorrow we’ll get some sun.

Virgin Bulls and Heifers

The day has come to plant the seed,
these youngsters knowing nothing
of one another, of propagation,

or the nine months before
she becomes a mother
nosing and nursing her first calf—

deep-rooted instinct drives them.
A dead-beat dad, he moves on
to practice what he’s learned,

to keep track of all the girls
he sorts by name and nature,
always ready to go to work

or play like people we know
from the Internet news,
or some a bit closer to home.

AFTER RAIN

Granite outcrops clean,
lichen islands
ignite in flames,

November’s sunset
after a good long rain—
gray back to green,

both slopes and flats—
creek stalled
a mile upcanyon,

black dots
of cows and calves
grazing ridgetops.

Glistening tree bough
drops diamonds glistening,
raining rain.

There is more to heaven,
I suppose, a giving-up
of tarnished flesh

and character,
collected wisdom
won the hard way

for eternity—
this canyon green
I’d rather stay.

RED MEAT SONNET

We’ve let the commentators have their say
as if they understand the price of beef.
We’ve let politicians have their day
pontificating plans that create grief
among both cowmen and folks in town
trying to overhaul how the market works
when demand is more and supply is down
due to drought and the rising costs that hurts
us all. We let them talk, let them repeat
to show what they don’t know when numbers shout
that we have more mouths to fill with red meat
with fewer cows and cowmen due to drought.
We pray for rain and to be left alone
with a little meat still left on the bone.

Beef

Lots of commentary on the cattle business lately with a focus on the price of beef. But relative to inflation, $20 will buy a cheeseburger, fries and a soda or a USDA Choice New York steak at Costco. What a deal!

Our 4-year drought (2012-2016) doesn’t seem that long ago when we had to cull some older bred cows for slaughter in order to feed the rest of our herd expensive hay. A good part of the reason why producing cow numbers are at a 75 year low. Though the media has its red meat theories, nobody mentions that the US population has more than doubled since 1951. This is simple to understand: supply and demand.

KEEPING SECRETS

How do they know, these old fat cows
that read a baggy sadness in my walk
among them checking irons as they pull

alfalfa stems apart to tongue green leaf
in the corral? The gates are set, waiting
for the truck to town. There is nothing

right about the moment, that they know—
little consolation in my voice, they eye me
suspiciously searching for details

in my muted gestures. If I told them
all I know of town, of auction rings
and rails, they would all revolt

for the brushy hills, lay fences down
to take their chances without water
through the summer—that I know.

-JCD (“Best of the Dry Years, 2012-2016”)

The three variables for the cattle business are weather, price and politics, any one which can reduce our once-a-year paycheck to a loss, but two or more can be an economic disaster—none of which have we, nor the government, any control over.

In the photo above, Robbin and I fed a few replacement heifers before the forecast Atmospheric River. The grass geminated last month has become short and spotty and we have to keep them in shape to cycle and breed when we turn the bulls out in two weeks—just part of the business.

As I write, it’s been raining overnight.

Three Lions

Our friend and neighbor Chuck Fry had just placed his new trail cam up on the Paregien Ranch the day before this shot, (October 8th, so ignore the time and date that he hasn’t brought up to speed). We were surprised and shocked to see three lions, who judging from the location and their direction, had just passed through our cows and calves around the water tough in the daylight. It makes us nervous, nevertheless–a wonder we have any calves at all.