Category Archives: POEMS 2023

WEST BEQUETTE

 

It’s been years since

we circled the section

of steep pasture between

 

the creek and Antelope Valley,

reading tracks and trading

memories of battling bucks—

 

the merge of gathers

spinning in a blur

of wild oats.

 

It’s how the ground reminds us

who we were and who we are

once again.

 

 

DISQUALIFIED

 

I am lost to the race, off course

to pause among the tree frogs

headed home to flower pots

 

after a night on the window glass

below the porch light

ambushing moths.  Or the quail

 

bailing from the grapefruit tree

at first light to awakening titters

before scanning for hawks.

 

There is no itch for riches

or the prizes advertised

at the Finish Line.

 

 

10-DAY FORECAST

 

 

Dew dampened dust, softened wild oat stems,

petrichor on a downcanyon breeze at four

in the black morning that smells like rain

 

just around the corner in October. I check

the 10-day forecast, craving a storm like always,

but content to paint the gray, slow drip

 

off roof and limb. Nothing but hurricanes

busy elsewhere as the planet goes to hell

as if the very End were near, knocking

 

on the door to who knows what

or which tragic prediction or wretched

explosion will engulf and fling

 

our fractured souls to the solar burn pile.

Dew dampened dust, softened wild oat stems,

petrichor on a downcanyon breeze.

 

 

CANINE CHOIR

    

 

                                                               songs that

                    without an us there’s no reason for a me.

                            – George Perreault “walking the dry ditch”)

 

Coyotes touching bases across the canyon’s canyons

shatters distance within the black, primal intonations

that combat loneliness and comfort the flesh. 

 

The dogs have learned to howl with lyrics of their own

to claim their space, protect their home. Each octave

of our quartet has a name in the dark.

 

Today, there’s no excuse to be without music,

to swim away with joy and pain from phones

that lift us, that practice and test ascension

 

for when the time comes.  How I admire

and envy its makers, how I sing along

as if no other reason for a me.

 

 

OCTOBER 2023

 

No point waiting for a rain to start the green

until October, and even then it’s blasphemy

to pray or say the word out loud to anyone—

especially with El Niño mapped and gathering

off shore, lapping Jeffer’s granite with warm waves

 

of poetry—just load and feed the hay like always.

No point worrying about the news a thousand miles away

or all the hobgoblins waiting in ambush down the road

littered with deceptions and diversions, lust and greed

to greet you—just load and feed the hay like always.

 

 

CHIPPAWAS

 

The acrid smell of battle

in the disturbed ground:

Turkey Mullein vs. Vinegarweed

 

claiming more territory

to choke out grasses—

that knee-high cling and tell

 

where you’ve been

and your approach to life.

After a good wet spring,

 

I smell my father here,

twenty-five years

after his departure

 

and remember

his lace-up Chippawas

busting clods behind a plow.

 

 

SEPTEMBER EVENING

 

I’m watching black heifers

on dry blond grass

mill around water, salt and mineral —

 

slow motion contentment,

they have begun

to move like cows,

 

bodies thickening,

they plod deliberately

towards the open gate

 

to the near hills where

tall feed waves

for their attention.

 

I imagine turning the virgin

bulls out in ninety days,

the teenage antics,

 

the final settling of the seed

and the cash-flow we’ll surely need

twenty-one months from now.

 

 

BETTER

 

 

Black morning’s fresh

downcanyon breath

primes old flesh

to ride first light

 

as it breaks the ridge

like yesterday’s charge

easy and alive in my mind.

All the good horses gone,

 

I’m ready for a stranger

that can walk out,

hold a cow and wink

through loose tethers—

 

actually believing

it could be hours away.

Only this time

we’ll do it better.

 

 

WAITING ON HILARY

 

                         … (I) don’t think hurricanes

                        like to follow predicted paths.

                                    –Brian Grant

 

The prognosticators have claimed

the climate spotlight—used science

to explain why we read poetry

 

when our dehydrated atmosphere

rains rivers and spawns hurricanes

while the earth is spinning faster than it should—

 

its fractious friction warming waters

to forge the passion of whales and otters

to object and retaliate.

 

Watching the weather map of Baja California,

new science is driving out a percentage

of the old that we believed was true.

 

BIRDHOUSE

 

I have cut myself away

from the entangled coils

of ship and state

 

drawn more to songs

among the cactus cuckoos

at first light of dawn—

 

tossed across the pasture

deep-throated news

I can depend on

 

while a lone quail hollers

to awaken coveys

like children for school.

 

But I still don’t trust

the cry-baby whines

of our arrogant Ring Neck’s.