Author Archives: John

O BLESSED RAIN

                                        We hear way off approaching sounds
                                        Of rain on leaves and on the river:
                                        O blessed rain, bring up the grass
                                        To the tongues of the hungry cattle.

                                                  – Wendell Berry (“Sabbaths 2000, VIII”)

Perhaps the old trees grounded in granite
feel it flutter first, out of the southwest—
or the windmill that never lied, spinning

pointing, pumping water. We await
the screaming crescendo of wind rising
on the corner of cedar log ends to be sure—

the Siren’s song that can draw dry souls
from the flesh to fly with the first drops
sounding on the roof, the leaves, the earth.

No finer miracle than that moist moment
of redemption, inhaled and absorbed at once,
bringing grass to the tongues of hungry cattle.

 

 

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A ‘promising chance’ is bantered about among local news and weather commentators for next Thursday, Friday and Saturday.

THE CARVING

What we keep in our heart
is etched in our faces—
refined over time

it changes, and changes
us a little. That is
the adventure—holding

on and letting go—
finding a sharp knife
for the carving.

Ranch Update, February 18, 2014

March 14, 2008

Pogue Canyon – March 14, 2008

With no rain in sight through the end of the month, we keep the chance of rain alive with images of spring stored in our minds, recalling full calves in tall green grass, cows milking well, hills colored with wildflowers, slopes covered with skiffs of snowdrops, golden poppies on peaks—lush and verdant memories that begin to seem so unreal now, we tend to doubt ourselves.

May 1, 2010

May 1, 2010

There are no programs, no operational plans for the worst drought since California began keeping records. Apart from reducing cowherds, some neighbors have weaned their calves three months early to save their cows, foregone branding and the normal 200-pound gain through May to reduce the cost of supplemental feeding.

April 14, 2011

April 14, 2011

The south and west slopes may not recover this year, unable to germinate seed in the steep clay, absorbing every drop of very little rain before we see a cotyledon. After stacking two dry years on top of one another, the demands of the soil are great with less than 3 inches of rain since May 2013, and less that 10 inches in the year prior—12.25 inches of moisture spread over 32 months. The impact of the resulting lack of surface water to the San Joaquin Valley will be devastating to cities and farmers alike, to its culture, to California’s economy and the cost of food around the world. Drilling more and deeper wells in the Valley’s retreating groundwater is not a sustainable solution.

I’ve a dozen branding poems celebrating the rites of spring, of a community of foothill ranch families working, sharing stories and a meal together as the earth begins to bloom around and despite us. We keep going just like we had a brain—perhaps ingrained in our DNA.

April 20, 2011

White Mariposa – April 20, 2011

EAST FORK

Hard pull on a slow Sabbath,
the gooseneck rattles over boulders
cobbled in the canyon bottom

beneath the torsos of sycamores—
long tunnel of bare white limbs
over the quiet stream and track up

to brand calves, four crow miles
and a hoard of long-gone faces
waiting to climb aboard

on each curve, in every draw.
Memories stacked like pages torn
from a bigger book, we inch

as fast as you can walk, you say
at 76, breaking a long pause
since someone’s last sentence.

This is not Nevada, yet
this wild canyon craves
the company of humans,

the chance to etch another rattle
in our machinery, in the minds
of this annual procession

of neighbors with other lives
during the week. This is not
church, but it could be heaven.

Good Year for Hawks

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Despite the drought, it’s been a good year for hawks with an explosion of rodents last spring and very little dry feed for them to hide in. This time of year, a wide variety of birds of prey are busy everywhere, some migrant like the Prairie and Peregrine Falcons and Harris Hawk, and many natives like the Cooper’s and Red Tails. Soon the Red Tail nest in the sycamore above will be completely hidden in leaves, along with other hawk nests now waiting in the tops of Blue Oaks.

DUES

Anything can happen
anytime she wants—
normal means nothing now

as the blade retreats
within itself by dusk,
tender green fades to brown

on naked hillsides
weary with the day—
not morning fresh:

ground damp with dew
and darkened rest to reach
deeper into the soil.

We are not in love
nor casual acquaintances,
but bound to her nature—

an unpredictable disposition
with certain privileges—
with certain dues to pay.

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WPC: Treasure

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THE HEROIC WEST

                                        Every day, every evening, every
                                        abject step or stumble has become heroic—

                                                – William Stafford (“Waiting In Line”)

What once was wild play
when we could right ourselves
and dodge the ricochets,

reach and rope a dream
that danced on a long twine,
is no less heroic now

measuring each hoof beat,
every swing in the branding pen.
I have watched old men

ride closer to the center
of concentric circles in time
spinning quickly on the outside

to find their dot within
a slow-motion bull’s eye
just to inhale the details

that make each moment rich—
and dammit, that’s just what
I’ve gone and done.

 

“Hay for the Horses”

A Little Snow

February 12, 2014

February 12, 2014

First real accumulation of snow in the Kaweah watershed this season. It is light, temperatures here in the 70s, it may not last long unless we get another, colder storm soon. The grass is struggling on the south and west slopes where there is no cover of old feed, but overall doing better in the granite (higher elevations) than in the clay.

Not out of the woods by a long shot, we’re still feeding hay at all locations.

January 17, 2014: ‘No Snow’

SOON

                                        A music composed of what you have forgotten.
                                        That will end with my ending.

                                                  – Jack Gilbert (“Cherishing What Isn’t”)

I remember now, that grand epiphany at 18
on the border of Watts and old town pressed together,
writing in my fifty-dollar stall in ‘The Jungle’—

the Doheny Stables, L.A. in the 60s—absorbing it all.
Fuzzy faces and names who will never know
how they shaped a wide-eyed colt, never hear

the music I whisper now breathing. How the dream
seemed so reasonable, as smooth as wooden-handled tools
I can still use—our each faux pas, a forgotten secret

at the heart of every song. Soon there will be no time
for musing, no tinkling bells for the wind to move
in trees. Soon we will have saved it all for more activities.