That first day, licked clean
of placental packaging
that draws bears and coyotes—
her rough caress
brings hair and flesh alive
to shine with innocence
trying to hide in short feed:
that initial blank page
that can never be retrieved.
That first day, licked clean
of placental packaging
that draws bears and coyotes—
her rough caress
brings hair and flesh alive
to shine with innocence
trying to hide in short feed:
that initial blank page
that can never be retrieved.
Lonely old man,
only friend an oak
along the road.
Not long ago a colt
lightly dancing
in the gate,
the branding pen when
I tried to buy him.
What whispers
does he hear
standing hours there—
what do they share?
Scat at the feedsacks,
it’s become a moonlit game
slipping shadows from shop
to horse barn, yips close
drawing dogs away.
A partial blur beyond
the Blue Oaks disappearing
up rocky draws, as I check
first-calf heifers—he taunts
crosshairs day and night,
breaks into my dreams.
But I am learning
to rise with the spotlight
flashing before he leaves
for a couple hours sleep.
Looking out beneath black clouds at dawn
from a daze, it smells like rain too early
to do much good, yet I am cheery—
old friends returned, dark remnants
of a Mexican hurricane, precursors
perhaps to storms waiting in the wings
rehearsing lines, emphasizing pauses
and diction between thunder and lightening—
old flesh revived beneath a blanket.
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2014, Ranch Journal
Tagged Dry Creek, photographs, poetry, rain, red sky, Sulphur Peak, weather, weekly-photo-challenge
The daughters and sons of bitches
know where I live, yip at my window—
feel my anger build long distance:
that red flush from the loins
warming the whole of me, the air
I breathe in a hundred degree canyon:
too far gone, gray necrotic hock
of a newborn shot, red dot
between its eyes. And I must go there
to get the job done. But I hate this part
of me, this part of our nature
where wars begin that never end.
Since she was a calf in 2012, I’ve had high hopes for the all-red cow (2092), now babysitting our first Vintage Angus calves on the irrigated pasture. A spitting image of her mother, she is demonstrating the same strong, maternal traits as her mother.
Separated from her first calf, a Wagyu X in 2010, by a series of events I can only imagine that had to include a high-speed ATV chase when she strayed onto the neighbors to be run through two barbed wire fences, 440 was finally reunited with her calf after we picked her up at another neighbor’s corrals at the behest of the brand inspector ten days later.
Drying up, she had obviously had a calf, but local details were skimpy. All we could do was bring her home and put her back into the same hillside pasture she had come from, hoping the two might get back together, though we hadn’t seen her calf. We were fairly certain that if she found it alive, the best she could offer was companionship. Three days later, I saw the two together, and unbelievably, she had come back into her milk. 440 is a legend on this ranch, epitomizing the strong hormones and maternal instincts we choose to develop instead of just beefy carcasses. After all, we’re in the business of raising cows that can raise a baby.
I’ve already checked, her week-old, red calf in the grass is a bull. But we’re hoping for at least 20 replacement heifers from last year’s Vintage bulls and this bunch of second-calf heifers.
Posted in Photographs
Tagged 2092, 440, bovine babysitters, cows, Dry Creek, photographs, Replacement Heifers, Vintage Angus Ranch, Wagyu X
Posted in Poems 2014
Tagged Butchart Gardens, haiku, photographs, poetry, weekly-photo-challenge
Posted in Photographs, Poems 2014, Ranch Journal
Tagged Calves, cows, haiku, photographs, poetry
The Sycamore Alluvial Woodland (Platanus racemosa) on Dry Creek is one of 17 stands over 10 acres remaining in the world and the largest in the Sierra Nevada ecoregion despite the downstream impacts due to gravel mining. Other impacts from reservoirs, recreation and stream channelization have substantially reduced the population of this plant community statewide. Despite a century of grazing and the current drought, new growth from the remains of an old sycamore stump in this photo demonstrates the amazing resilience of this species. Photo: August 31, 2014
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Tagged cows, Drought, Dry Creek, photographs, SAW, Sycamore Alluvial Woodland, water, weather