Monthly Archives: September 2014

FRESH CALF

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That first day, licked clean
of placental packaging
that draws bears and coyotes—

her rough caress
brings hair and flesh alive
to shine with innocence

trying to hide in short feed:
that initial blank page
that can never be retrieved.

 

 

NOT LONG AGO

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Lonely old man,
only friend an oak
along the road.

Not long ago a colt
lightly dancing
in the gate,

the branding pen when
I tried to buy him.
What whispers

does he hear
standing hours there—
what do they share?

 

 

CREDENTIALS

A downcanyon mile,
the hay barn yawns at dusk,
an empty hole,
its hungry mouth
in the middle of the stack.

Breaking down the bales
by steps is an old man’s game,
an engineering feat to keep
lifts to a minimum
loading a feed truck—

one proposed prerequisite
before any academic degree:
to fill and empty a hay barn—
the other, spend a summer
running water down a furrow.

 

 

FULL MOON

Scat at the feedsacks,
it’s become a moonlit game
slipping shadows from shop

to horse barn, yips close
drawing dogs away.
A partial blur beyond

the Blue Oaks disappearing
up rocky draws, as I check
first-calf heifers—he taunts

crosshairs day and night,
breaks into my dreams.
But I am learning

to rise with the spotlight
flashing before he leaves
for a couple hours sleep.

 

 

FOREPLAY

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Looking out beneath black clouds at dawn
from a daze, it smells like rain too early
to do much good, yet I am cheery—

old friends returned, dark remnants
of a Mexican hurricane, precursors
perhaps to storms waiting in the wings

rehearsing lines, emphasizing pauses
and diction between thunder and lightening—
old flesh revived beneath a blanket.

 

 

WPC(2) — “Adventure”

THIS BUSINESS OF REVENGE

The daughters and sons of bitches
know where I live, yip at my window—
feel my anger build long distance:

that red flush from the loins
warming the whole of me, the air
I breathe in a hundred degree canyon:

too far gone, gray necrotic hock
of a newborn shot, red dot
between its eyes. And I must go there

to get the job done. But I hate this part
of me, this part of our nature
where wars begin that never end.

 

 

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First Wagyu X 2014

 

 

440’s Daughter

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Since she was a calf in 2012, I’ve had high hopes for the all-red cow (2092), now babysitting our first Vintage Angus calves on the irrigated pasture. A spitting image of her mother, she is demonstrating the same strong, maternal traits as her mother.

Separated from her first calf, a Wagyu X in 2010, by a series of events I can only imagine that had to include a high-speed ATV chase when she strayed onto the neighbors to be run through two barbed wire fences, 440 was finally reunited with her calf after we picked her up at another neighbor’s corrals at the behest of the brand inspector ten days later.

Drying up, she had obviously had a calf, but local details were skimpy. All we could do was bring her home and put her back into the same hillside pasture she had come from, hoping the two might get back together, though we hadn’t seen her calf. We were fairly certain that if she found it alive, the best she could offer was companionship. Three days later, I saw the two together, and unbelievably, she had come back into her milk. 440 is a legend on this ranch, epitomizing the strong hormones and maternal instincts we choose to develop instead of just beefy carcasses. After all, we’re in the business of raising cows that can raise a baby.

I’ve already checked, her week-old, red calf in the grass is a bull. But we’re hoping for at least 20 replacement heifers from last year’s Vintage bulls and this bunch of second-calf heifers.

 

MERRY-G0-ROUND

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Imagination waits
to carry fresh eyes
to the rest of your life.

 

WPC — “Adventure”

PRIVATE MOMENT

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Deep in the Blue Oaks,
the caress of a mother’s tongue
begins new life.

 

 

Resilience

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The Sycamore Alluvial Woodland (Platanus racemosa) on Dry Creek is one of 17 stands over 10 acres remaining in the world and the largest in the Sierra Nevada ecoregion despite the downstream impacts due to gravel mining. Other impacts from reservoirs, recreation and stream channelization have substantially reduced the population of this plant community statewide. Despite a century of grazing and the current drought, new growth from the remains of an old sycamore stump in this photo demonstrates the amazing resilience of this species. Photo: August 31, 2014