Monthly Archives: April 2014

BARN OF MY DREAMS

I catch myself going back to the barn
to unearth implements and to imagine mules
wearing the edges of their wooden mangers
smooth, each grain widening before I awake.

Rusty scythes lean with pitchforks and hoes
in the corner ready near the door—weapons
if need be. Outside, thirty acres of leafy
grape canes waving have been replaced

by citrus, bright orange ornaments glistening
on bare ground between the skirts of trees.
My eyes adjust to the hames and collars
on the wall, to stiff traces of cracked leather

that can’t be salvaged. All the many hands
gathered here at daylight are just down the road
in the cemetery. The dust inside smells stale
and old, stirred only by pigeon wings and me.

WPC – Threshold (2)

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From the embrace of shade,
shelter from the elements,
we watch the world.

 

 

WPC – Threshold (1)

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Dark portal reserved for spring
without an address
or need for a door.

 

 

DUST

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                                        “We may be living on an atom
                                        in somebody’s wallpaper.”

                                                    – Wendell Berry (“Dust”)

1.
Between worlds, the sun leaked through
the shingles of Granddad’s dark shed
where the pixie dust would dance, sparkle

within light beams, as my sister and I
urged invisible steeds to town adventures—
fly aboard the manure spreader stored

for the future, the iron wheels and idle
wagon tongue would wait to take us
to wild dimensions for young dreams.

2.
The friction wears us smooth and fine,
cobbles, sand and dust. In the dry years
midden rises under hoof on a gust,

generations lifted to cloud the light
that smell like deer hides and taste
like acorns—tiny planets inhaled

behind cattle drawn to gather here
to wait and see how serious we are
about leaving what feels like peace.

3.
Through a stained glass window high
above the hand-hewn beams in the adobe
Chapel atop the prep school’s hill,

the call of selflessness floated on motes
that framed the sermon, moving me
from the wooden pews filled with two

hundred other vacant blue blazers
into another world for a week or so, yet
clings still to particles that float in space.

 

 

‘Dust’

COWGIRL-UP

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                                                       To cowgirl-up is just
                                                       one more day to ride
                                                       to build another loop.

 

 

INFATUATION

Certain privileges, prerogatives
to come and go as she pleases,
she’s more like a cat than a cow,

sometimes leaving reasons to return
now, like ex-lovers can, dancing
at safe distances out of reach

and out of touch. I don’t begrudge
her company, her gossamer veil
or frivolous wet kisses—she does

what she wants. We don’t have to be
in love, but his ground needs more—
and repeated thunderstorms of lust.

Between Rains

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Clear and crisp yesterday afternoon, I took a short walk down the driveway with the big lens towards the Prickly Pear cactus where the Roadrunners are nesting, wanting also to show you how the Filaree has come back in a week’s time after 1.38″ of rain. Growing again, it’s amazing feed! (Click to enlarge the thumbnails below.)

March 25, 2014

March 25, 2014

April 1, 2014

April 1, 2014

The Roadrunners share their Prickly Pear home with about a dozen Cottontail rabbits who delight in waiting until the last moment before moving to avoid a vehicle coming or leaving the house. They’re fairly tame, but it’s a rare Bobcat or Coyote that can catch one.

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Back at the house, the pair of Roadrunners were hunting snails in Robbin’s Irises.

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A beautiful day for fools, we never left home with plenty to see and do between rains.

ANNIVERSARY

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April fools making
promises on a pillow kept
for nineteen years.

 

 

GOING HOME

July 28, 2012

 

They know the way—
only need a cowboy to
open and close the gates.

 

 

(After weaning, July 28, 2012. Enlarge to see the silhouette of a cowboy in the dust.)