Category Archives: poetry

MOM AND POP GROCERY

                                  How I wish to sail away in my little skiff
                                  And high on the waters, live out the rest of my life.

                                                 – Su Tung-p’o (“Immortal at the River”)

Harold and Nettie kept accounts of all the local

farmhands in a shoebox, cashed their checks

and paid their bills on Saturdays,

the balance spent behind the neon blue

Burgie sign in the dark-half of the store—

worn men glancing-out into the blinding light

at the wagonload of soda pop bottles

we gleaned from weeds along the road

to trade for Cokes and candy.

They offered ‘Flying A’ gasoline before

they moved the grocery to the Yokohl

when they widened the highway,

keeping busy into old age until

a week after Harold retired

to his skiff on high waters.

REVERBERATIONS

Voices lift above the rhythmic drum beats

from Elko, Nevada—dear friends claimed

for over thirty years and seven hundred miles:

 

a ‘Cowboy Disneyland’, I declared having found

my tribe in ’89, Ian rising on the wind and Jack,

rambling from the Ashgrove, ever-ready

 

in my mind to fly the thin, clean air

over sawtoothed peaks of frosted snow

like sharp, white teeth gnawing at the sky—

 

at heaven, a high desert ascension between

here and there where nothing stays the same

but hugs, handshakes and easy camaraderie.

 

 

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CRUSADES

 

Caravans of SUVs, militarily spaced in case one gets lost,

race up our pocked-marked and decomposing mountain road

on Fridays to Hartland and Hume Lake Christian camps

to thin, clean air and worship exposed to cedars and pines

only to return Sunday afternoons as if God were driving

 

irresponsibly—an ascension of modern day crusaders

sprinting with a gang of jeeps, retrofitted for climbing rocks

and spinning hookers in the melting snow, the whir

and hum of mud-grips from miles below. Always

casualties, strapped to the backs of tow trucks home.

 

RIDGELINE

 

A bustling world of change

with all its shenanigans beyond

the renewed green after rain,

 

beyond the ridgeline that has stayed

the same for a thousand lifetimes,

ever since Tro’khud, the Eagle

 

and Wee-hay’-sit, the Mountain Lion

shaped a body from clay

and baked it in the house of tules

 

they had set afire. Then put a piece

of him in a basket and set it beside

Sho-no’-yoo spring to become his mate.

 

They made mistakes like paws for hands

they had to change—but for a moment

they were safe this side of the ridge.

 

 

WARMING FIRE

 

Warm-up cutting it.

Get warm stacking it.

Stay warm carrying it

            into the house.

And once more, when

you haul the ashes out.

            – for Gary Davis

 

SLEEPING BEES

 

A bower for sleeping bees,

the ground begs softly

beneath the burning trees

to foster cotyledons

and change the canyon green.

 

No cars on the road,

silence weighs heavily,

not a bird or bull’s bawl

to claim the open space

that’s come alive.

 

The gray sky witness

floats in a cloud-fog

damp and undemanding

as the long pause of winter

moves into a new beginning.

 

 

 

 

WINTER SOLSTICE 2023

 

A few blue clouds float

upon a light gray sky

above Barnaphy after

 

the surprise last gasp

of a cut-off low

cruising south to flood

 

California’s coast—

a warm forty hundredths here

brings a tinge of green.

 

Sycamores like torches afire,

not quite ready to undress

their long white limbs

 

intertwined, plump Rockettes,

our native chorus line

burns along the creek.

 

The cattle stay high,

all but a hopeful clutch

spurn the feed grounds.

 

 

 

GOBBLER BRAND

 

Over a hundred years ago

they herded turkeys along

the creek to market,

 

pioneered citrus

to harvest the gold

at Thanksgiving, 1914.

 

 

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

 

 

 

WINDOW GLASS

WINDOW GLASS

                                                      This to a man with neither courage, brain,

                                                      nor heart to find his way back home again.

                                                                    – B. H. Fairchild (“The Second Annual

                                                                   Wizard of Oz Reunion in Liberal, Kansas”)

 

I catch glimpses of faces reflected in windows

this side of the mountains the birds mistake

for open space—beak first limp upon the redwood

 

deck. Bell rung, we set them upright and wait

as most come back to life. I claw my memory,

open it like garden soil for names to nurture

 

at the damnedest times of day or night dreams

as the bird flies off.  Nothing’s quite connected, yet

familiar as my grandmother’s vegetable  beef

 

soup steaming on the electric coil

that blistered my hand red. My aunt would talk

politics back in the Watergate Days, swear

 

by Nixon, then take my side of the debate

between spoonfuls, beckoning me

from the other side of the window glass.

for Sean Sexton

SHEPHERDS AND SAILORS

 

Might as well consult the stars

than to foretell the weather’s future

on the whims of giddy goddesses,

 

gossamer waves blazing above

these palomino hills—cow trail dust

rising before the sycamores turn

 

to shed their autumn clothing

while shepherds and sailors await

a certain weather change.