Category Archives: Poems 2024

HYDROCLIMATE WHIPLASH

We trust the rain, 
the early stirring of colored leaves,
our synapses electrified

before it leaks from the gray—
storms absorbed, the darkening
of settled dust as the wet thatch

of old feed folds
to hold the damp explosion
of open-handed cotyledons—

renewed miracles of life,
iridescent greens become tall
heads heavy with seed

to feed ourselves and others,
the wild and tame, crazed and sane
denizens of this planet.

We trust in rain.
We pray for rain
and wait.



CALIFORNIA OR BUST

Exeter, California mural painted by Morgan McCall and Mitchell-Veyna in 1996



He ain't got no loan
Cant grow no corn
He ain't got no loan

- Levon Helm (“Poor Old Dirt Farmer”)

A cattlemen’s get-together,
a fund-raising dinner—awards
and not-so-silent auctions
at the end of summer
before the calves come,

to rub shoulders with the neighbors
who’ve gotten older
or by surprise disappeared
altogether

like the uneven ground shrinking
for grazing cattle
and our flat ground sinking
with too much pumping
on the same old cow.

The banks are nervous
with farm ground worth
half of what it was
without water
to plant and raise a crop
to feed us
and pay the growing costs
(plus taxes and interest)

and threaten to foreclose
on homesteads with row crops
or orchards in piles
that have become bare ground
to develop, for speculators
to make small fortunes
for corporate investors.

Mom and Pop
have moved to town,
following the kids
the land couldn’t support—

but it’ll be so much easier
for everyone to shop
for third world groceries
at the Wall Street outlets.


CLEAN SLATE

Hunter’s Supermoon – Photo: Robbin’s I-Phone


Inhaling darkness spiked with chilled silence
soothes the synapses, spares the soul
with deep breaths released to space

beyond this combative planet and its grumbling
eruptions, its mindless explosions
of patriotic hatred. Ingesting the cool blackness

purifies a moment, relief on an early morning
clean slate to begin with, to try again
to write something worth reading.

SEEING THINGS


The redbud's broad green leaves
float on long stems
from the stump I’ve left behind

half-dozen times instead
of digging it up
to chase insistent roots

with a shovel, unearthing
its bed of fat succulents
outside my window.

So determined,
it has even lifted a flower pot
to find the sunlight.

On light gusts it waves
in the corner of my eye
to interrupt my thoughts

as if a visitor arriving
with something important
to tell me.



BEFORE IT SLIPS AWAY


With so many holes in my memory
what remains seems like yesterday.

I jettisoned the shameful first,
then turned the irrational loose

to make room for the moment
before it slips away.

EQUINOX


It sounds like a drug
for the infirmed
or a dressing for horses’ hooves

or a government program
to keep poverty alive
and consuming—

it sounds soothing
to the summer-baked subconscious,
a galactic reprieve

before the leaves rain
in gusts
before the first storm

stirs weathered flesh.
Autumnal Equinox
just rolls off the tongue.



MATERNITY


Dilated and making bag,
first-calf heifers choose to graze,
closer to our familiar voices

over morning coffee. Perhaps security,
or our loving pride they feel
long distance as we imagine

a pasture full of calves clinging
to a mother’s shadow, the buck and run
as they get older like the thirty years

before them. We begin another season
of grass with rain, with feeding hay
ready to face the future with them.

MY DROUGHT





           a gusher of poems
that poured out of the house
on Highland Street
and watered the town

- Wilma Elizabeth McDaniel (“The Gusher”)


They fall from the sky
like hawks at play
and dive into our poetry,

perfect words
we cannot claim, but do—
to hunt the periphery

for a place to light
to transform a poem
into something better.

I am reading Wilma
in Tulare next Saturday—
revisiting her real Okie poetry,

searching for the one
that breaks my drought
into a flood of verses,

a gusher of poems
that poured out of the house
on Highland Street
and watered the town






HEAT WAVE

 

All the thirsty hearts

have sucked the dog dish down

beyond the reach of the panting Titmouse,

 

nervous little bastard bobbing

empty-beaked at his favorite waterhole

below the nozzle, hose and bib

 

during this two-week heat wave

of highs in the teens, like every summer here

in the San Joaquin.

 

 

 

 

Summer Solstice 2024

 

Around the corner

the future waits alignment

of the moons and stars.