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Memorial Day Weekend

Greasy Cove, Lake Kaweah

Not much activity on the lake when we went up to Greasy to gather this morning in a light drizzle, but the lake had come alive with activity by the time we came down. For all the Vets who gave their lives for US.

Cattle on Pasture

It’s getting a little crowded around the corrals since we weaned and shipped the Wagyu calves last week, waiting to palpate their mothers, yesterday. Considering our dry December and January when we turned-out the bulls, we had a great preg-check with only 2 out of 77 open, leaving us 75 to incorporate into the cowherd. With no place to go with them until we start gathering, weaning and culling the older cows, Robbin and I need to decide where to start the weaning process that will keep us busy for next 3 for 4 weeks, while hauling the 2nd-calf heifers up the hill and calves and cull cows down.

The first-calf heifers above, bred to the Wagyu, have been helping me irrigate the pasture. They also need to be sorted from the second-string bunch of older cows and late calvers with whom they been running, then driven up the creek to the pastures around the house where they’ll calve.

And we’re not getting started too soon! The weather has been cool for the past few days, forecast into the low-70s today, chance of thunder, lightening, etc., that we really don’t need, before it warms up after Memorial Day weekend. Lots of early mornings, we’ll have to pace ourselves. Here we go!

RESPECT FOR RIVERS

The river’s mist, the churn and tumble
over boulders, where beneath its roar
and pines were trout for boys to catch.

I still get loud when we rub shoulders
on the phone, when I can’t see
your missing teeth. We dam rivers,

conserve irrigation water and believe
we can stop the floods and save
our sprawling delta cities with projects.

The water warms into a ditch, spreads
into furrows in fields to disappear
and feed ourselves at the same time—

we live between the snow and fruit
and pray for storms, for the pulse
and surge of plenty. We swim

within a system shaped like a tree—
in the deep narrows of its trunk
or on the fringes of its creeks.

HEAVEN-MADE

Nothing stays the same: the garden we started
when Joe died with leftover logs to hold the dirt,
creek silt, horse manure and our grief

bearing fruit, that fed us, saving trips to town—
and Margaret’s corner we added, planted
to garlic and squash again. Come evenings,

since the many glasses tipped to their spirits
sprinkled upon the cotyledons rising, reaching
to greet warm summer darkness, the weeds

and snails have made a home. We are slower
now, months behind the late spring rains—
your tendonitis, hole in my hand—clearing

a bed at a time, making furrows, planting
dreams. Yet, this must be heaven-made
when there is no need to keep track of time.

Night Bugs

SHORT-CUTS

No straight lines in any season, we wake
within a broken bowl of dark ridges
come together beneath the same blue sky
as the leaf-hoppers streaked last night:

elliptical orbits of gold going for the light—
such passion before they flutter and die
like poor humans looking for an opening,
a short-cut to the easy life. Somehow,
we have bastardized the word, the thought

of work without joy, swapped satisfaction
for a salary, let our hearts go empty
and hands get soft and we hate it—hate
having to pay for a moment’s diversion.

Better Shipping Days

We’ve had better days.

As Robbin, Zach and Clarence goosenecked their horses to gather our first-calf heifers and their Wagyu X calves, I grabbed a couple of bales from the hay barn on the way for chum, and for the extra calves that wouldn’t make the load that we’d be weaning. In the process of coming down the stack, I put a hay hook in my right hand.

Too much blood to contain with a tight handkerchief, I returned to the house for first aid supplies. Back on the road, I met Robbin and Clarence coming back when I didn’t show at the gate. 6:15 a.m.

I knew I needed stitches, but with truck and brand inspector coming at 8:00 a.m., calves to be sorted and weighed, I figured as long as I could keep the wound clean and blood contained, we needed to carry on. (We work all year for shipping day.) We had the heifers and steers weighed by 7:30. Jody Fuller arrived with her calves by gooseneck to fill-out the load at 8:00 a.m., having had a little trouble getting her cows in. We weighed them all, sorted, and then weighed back the heifers. 8:45 a.m.

4,500 lbs. over the truck’s legal weight limit with a 3% shrink, we then had to pull and weigh enough calves to load the truck to get by the scales on Donner on the way to Idaho. The truck left at 10:00 a.m., but not before many recalculations as to how to disperse the load by the truck driver who also let a calf escape. Not good, but easily recaptured by Robbin and Zach.

After irrigating and setting-up a feeder in the corrals for the extra calves we’d be weaning, Robbin and I left at 11:00 for the two week-old Health Clinic in nearby Woodlake, opting to forgo the usual insanity at Emergency in Visalia, where we waited and waited in a near-empty waiting room. Close to a tendon, the nurse practitioner cleaned-up the wound but didn’t want to do any sewing. We left for Kaweah Delta Hospital Emergency at 1:30 p.m., picked-up some antibiotics in Exeter and stopped to get something to eat at 4:00 p.m. on our way home.

I left to check on the calves we just weaned and to see how the mowing in the irrigated pasture was going. Home by 6:00 p.m., Robbin thought she heard water running and located a PVC pipe to the house that the cattle had cracked while we were gone. Plumbing done by 7:30 p.m., we sat down for a drink in the last of the gloaming.

Woke up this morning to a flat tire on the Kubota, but we’re laughing, glad not to be racing down the highway to punch someone else’s time clock.

Meeting the Bohemian

Jess & Jaro

A whirlwind visit with Jessica and her fiancee Jaro, from the Czech Republic, over Mother’s Day weekend. Quick tour of Greasy Creek and evening fun before heading back to Kauai. Sweet memories.

for the archives

Mother’s Day 2012

Mariposa Lily – May 12, 2012

…no other number I can dial to wish you well. Happy Mother’s Day!

WILD SEED

Wheel off the wagon, mind running
through grasses turning brown around
little spots of color, eyes combing

the deep meander of yesterday’s cows
and calves in crooked furrows like earth
laid back in waves of stems and heavy

heads, parted in passing, brush of bellies
grazing—a mouthful left, here and there.
No man I knew as a boy would look

for flowers, would take or waste those times
when the sun raced days across the sky.
Some things were never true, never

considered, yet I am consumed, bending
closer to purple faces before they die,
stepping around happy families smiling

upwards, short-lived clusters beneath
a sea of grasses as my own looks down
at what’s become of their wild seed.