Author Archives: John

‘Pokey’

JRD Bertson 702-558

JRD Bertson 702-558

Remnant of our foray into raising registered Herefords, this son of MWH Miss Advance 558 has been with us since September 3, 2007, garnering limited duty until this past year. He has, however, been the subject of many funny incidents repeated in stories from us all. Slow to grow because we didn’t push him, and not quite the quality of our purchased Hereford bulls, he was a coming three year-old before we used him, and then sparingly. Year before last, we gave him work with our late calving cows segregated along the creek. Each time we added a little bunch, he was there to meet the gooseneck, on the run at the rattle, even if we were hauling horses. We failed to tip and train his horns down when he was young, hence his nickname: boss of all the bulls, going wherever he wanted.

BECOMING DUST

A man can wish for shape and sound
that resonates with those he loves
when he’s away—that far distance

our hearts have yet to learn to leap
and be two places at once—to cross
the ink black sky, dot to dot, stars

as stepping stones to both sides,
our envelope in space between here
and there, the stream we swim

with the ease of trout, with grace
and poised efficiency, as matter
not yet facts we comprehend.

But a man must wish it first, follow
the splintered light beams, become
the dust long enough to find a way.

JUST IN CASE

Something passes between eye and ear,
a glimpse, then gone, I can’t identify—a dark
blur or glint of the ethereal, or pinhole peak
into another dimension we have yet to name.

The hunter’s eye catching movement,
the cowboy chasing shapes beyond confined,
I am reminded of Tom Homer’s quote
passed down to me: ‘He looks—
but just don’t see.’ And sometimes

a glimpse is all we need to trigger, to inspire,
to stir the brain and then the flesh, or visa versa—
sometimes it is the yet unnamed
that begets a renaissance of thought. Here,
we leave the gate open just in case.

More Paint

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The white fog lines were added Monday afternoon, but only extend a mile beyond our driveway where the asphalt narrows. Like some of the ground squirrels still hopping over the double-yellow line, we’re a little suspicious of all this fresh paint.

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It all depends…

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YOU SHOULD KNOW

You should know how
to read sign, find water,
follow tracks and stars
and tell about it—how
to start a fire in the rain
skin a rabbit, cook the meat
and pick your teeth with a bone.

You should know how
to make the mundane rich
with detail and symbolism,
start your own religion, quietly—
to look through the eyes
of animals, trees and birds
to see yourself as common.

You should know how
to draw lines, share space
and learn to help.
You should know how
to create the kind of joy
you cannot buy
with cash or credit.

Pomegranate

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The myth of Persephone, the goddess of the Underworld, also prominently features the pomegranate. In one version of Greek mythology, Persephone was kidnapped by Hades and taken off to live in the underworld as his wife. Her mother, Demeter (goddess of the Harvest), went into mourning for her lost daughter and thus all green things ceased to grow. Zeus could not allow the Earth to die, so he commanded Hades to return Persephone. It was the rule of the Fates that anyone who consumed food or drink in the Underworld was doomed to spend eternity there. Persephone had no food, but Hades tricked her into eating six pomegranate seeds while she was still his prisoner and so, because of this, she was condemned to spend six months in the Underworld every year. During these six months, when Persephone is sitting on the throne of the Underworld next to her husband Hades, her mother Demeter mourns and no longer gives fertility to the earth. (Exert from Wikipedia)

112 DEGREE DAZE

Low hills worn smooth as flesh,
summer blonds with different shades
of grazing play in one another’s shadow

at dusk and dawn, a plain and treeless
nakedness I trace, pausing with my eyes,
to touch ridges, gaps and valleys falling

into Live Oak canyons, gentle slopes frozen
in an undulating moment drawn and prolonged
with each breath in uncertain light—slipping

slightly, she comes alive, dressing differently
with each season. At work early, young herons
greet me. We nod and say good morning.

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Summer Morning

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HEADED HOME

The old girls know before we go, read
our minds, movement and the stars aligned
this time of year when they’ve given up their calves,
ready for home and breeze beneath the Buckeye shade
and cool dirt stirred by generations—something sure.

If you turned them loose they’d find their way,
but they’d rather graze than climb the hill
the young girls question, working edges, lingering
while feigning naiveté, looking off towards memory
and possibility other than a season with matrons

without patience. No one really tries the horses
who know their way around the rock pockets,
down trees and steepness, daring independence
with their eye and sidehill two-step. The bunch
lines out, everyone having fun headed home.