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COGNITIVE REARRANGEMENT

After a long life
I fill the space
of yesterday’s endeavors

with misplaced memories,
hidden in the refuse
of persistent progress

to be replayed
in vivid detail
as if in order, like

Carrol Peck’s red
five-cent Coke machine
in the Naranjo packing house

before it burned down
at the railhead—its line
of women sizing, packing oranges,

bustling traffic of Okie boys
swamping field boxes
with hand trucks

across the wooden floor
for the next iced-down railcar
heading East.

Red (the only color in the place)
with its white script
marking from where I’ve come.

SELFIE

May I say the world is sad,
despondent in my blue eyes
behind the wire-rimmed glass
reflecting the outside space
and green tree parts before me.

Thin hair short and gray
to match the beard
that hides some of my face
from the sun it’s become
allergic to ever since
absorbing Cylence
to control the flies on cattle,
my careless machismo
worn for thirty years.

We wear some mistakes
on the flesh, the rest reside
deep inside.