Category Archives: Poems 2011

BONE TO PICK

A post, a fence – little evidence
of generations grazing steep
chemise and fractured granite,

snow flats and sage, in that other
realm of wild rules – the raven rests
to compose his next poem, his next

creative exercise to badger and pester
the nature of whatever happens by.
Perhaps, feed himself at the same time.

No saintly aspirations, nothing
memorized – he’ll stalk a newborn
calf by dancing to nursery rhymes,

looking to pluck out an eye. Quick
study, he reads motion and mind
and mimics us all, chortling in flight.

BASIC FORECAST

We know how it goes
after a storm, sometimes
wet fog clings for days,

weighs on the mind
when we can’t see out –
can’t feel the sun move

within us. The first light
white will blind us,
before the colors come

reaching for blue, blue
sky and cumulus sailing
into shapes we recognize.

And so it goes from dark
tempests and torrents,
before the lupine leafs

from bare sticks, before
its purple plumes wave
into the buzzing, warm

pulse that will fade
again with the sun – yet
no season, the same.

PHYSICS

So much depends
on soil –

tire, wheel and
rain,

the position
of stars

and that distance
of time

between gravity
and grace.

AMONG US

Almost invisible, these gods
are not immortal, not
the all-powerful deities

displayed for symbols
and slogans – some haven’t even
a name to trade your mind

and heart for, like in heaven,
where pouting angels
look down with envy

upon their pagan games.
These gods slip upon you
around a flame, surround

like darkness, touch your
shoulder, or cover the flesh
in a dry rain of oak leaves –

they breathe the memories
of all that’s gone before –
living secretly among us.

THREADS

                        Nothing you do can stop time’s unfolding.
                        You don’t ever let go of the thread.

                                      – William Stafford, (“The Way It Is”)

Out on Highway 99, silhouettes of semi-trucks
appear in the fog, grow into tiny lights ahead
or leer, big-eyed from behind in a blind rush –

up and down the Valley – like trains submerged,
caravans tunneling this thick and gray resistance
to time’s unfolding as the road grows longer.

The Real Birds came visiting in their Cadillac
and laughed at how I measured miles to Fresno
by the clock, grinning from a grounded dimension.

Our thread is not a straight line connecting cities,
but meanders more like a creek with gravity –
with the flow or against the current to its source.

LETTER TO LINDA HASSELSTROM

Dear Linda, I think of you driving nights
between snow banks, long distances
between farm house lights and little
towns flickering ahead – I think of resolve
to turn a word to fit the truth, hard facts
that wear the heart smooth and bodies out.
I think of you peering under the corral boards,
the love and fear of it, graphic words
jumping off your tongue on their own.
We could make a movie together, gray
reflections in the middle of nowhere,
turning the barnyard upside down
for another look at the world, another
look at why we’re here, at why a life
without some small purpose beyond ourselves –
a waste of time and flesh – better fertilizer
on the prairie to be blown to another place.
Meet you in Elko to read some poetry –
separated by soothing melodies, the cloak
of the old songs, guitars and accordion
to keep us warm. Looking forward, John.

SHORT HISTORY

Thick tan hide, deep acorns cut
worn dark and smooth by time
and horses ambling one-by-one
over the knoll – bays and sorrels,
some with chrome, a brown, a paint,
two duns – all with names
I remember in different places
that have not changed since
these tarnished silver conchos
squinted blindly beneath
the saddle strings, white
sun on the snow at the door
in Billy Maloy’s driveway.

The flesh was young then,
before winning the West
took a lifetime, made truth
an elaborate myth for men
to pass with coffee, or whiskey –
for women to correct and clarify
with facts that didn’t seem to matter
then, on this ground around
where canyons, trees and rocks
have kept their names,
for yet another generation going
gray with the seasons spun
like tigers into butter –

not that long ago, it seems.

ONLY

…the barn light interrupts the dark
with hope – cars and sound, dead asleep
for miles, while old children parcel

a carcass in their dreams, each
playing on the edge of their grave
for a chance to win, another roll

on the same thin blanket spread
upon her flesh for generations –
drawing lines while she still breathes,

for yet another surgery. Here, we
hold her hand and pray once more
for the gods we’ve come to know.

DEAR RATTLESNAKE

A silhouette, coiled and buzzing
between the hand I held and the roaring
river as my babysitter screamed,

when we first met on the Tule.
And since so many times I lost count
by seventeen, your rattles in a bowl

little bugs turned to dust. Yet
you knew how to spy on dreams,
face-to-face, long after. You have

the hay barn and the loading chute,
count our bales and cattle weighing
good and bad boiled down to numbers

before your annual report to Tihpiknit
still living in the bottom of a rock pile.
Please give the Underworld our best

and think about an alliance if you can
overlook my ignorance. I’ll chant
and sing, I’ll even try to dance.

ADVICE TO SELF

Don’t say too much – trust
instead from whence you come
to sing its own song, and listen
closely for what can’t be said

with words, for the timid
peering through the brush –
for the Canyon Wren’s call
falling eerily within us.

You are the native, be
generous, leave something
on the doorstep to keep
guns inside the house.

Don’t say too much – they
have bastardized the words,
weaned them early, turned
them out without a home.