Author Archives: John

EARLY ON

Once they get their legs to travel
and explore apart from mother,
left at the babysitter’s with fresh

calf licked clean asleep, they center
at the water trough waiting for the udder
off grazing to return. Every morning’s

‘buck and run’, opposing blind sprints
before they learn how to stop
only to circle back to where they began.

Always the stealer, head marked with manure,
waiting for the young cow’s calf to suck
before approaching from the rear—

a dance of patience and insistence
in a great green ballroom that becomes them—
it takes a herd to raise a calf.

ALONG FOR THE RIDE

Damn-near naked now
after good rains
without a frost
by New Years,
fleeting autumn colors
gone drab brown
before undressing.

Each twig stripped
of new growth leaves,
water pumped
into veins to see
if these fine lines
survive—and we
along for the ride.

THE RAIN GAUGE

A young man’s pastoral dream
of forever meadows sprinkled with cattle
was still possible with work and rain,

with the right people and partner
to hold it, and one another, together
humbly yielding to the dry years,

the brown leaves of families:
old oaks dotting the hillsides
before saying goodbye—

before me now in a light rain upon
the green as I step gladly into it
to check the rain gauge.

FOR A COMMON SENSE OF PEACE

Gray rain at dawn,
colorless silhouettes of sycamores
filigreed, having lost half their leaves

to the Christmas gift of storms
after a month of fog—we pray
the world beyond will pause

for a breath, follow suit,
find a common sense of peace
like black dots of cattle

grazing ridgetops, chasing green
reaching for the heaven sent
miracle of rain.

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Merry Christmas

NOW AND THEN

Handy in the wild, I dodged death enough
to not fear it, and wore the bluster like a shield,
my coat of arms that some men envied,

while old men touched eyes quietly aside
predicting my comeuppance someday soon.
Some escapades were tales circled back to me

I had forgotten, or in retelling, so embellished,
unrecognized. Today I can’t lay claim
to what could have been fumbling with the facts.

TWENTY-ONE INCH CAMP

Over Franklin’s scree, down
the slick, snow-polished slabs of granite
where Snyder’s crew put fire in the hole

rough purchase for horseshoes,
a string of packed mules tip-toeing
the steep head of Rattlesnake Creek,

a tangled wreck of loads and legs
postponed to a young man’s nightmares
once more kindling the hot blaze of fear.

Always snakes at Cow Camp
half-way to the Kern
where all but the nostrils of mules

gone under an afternoon’s current:
dally and spur to the other bank
for all to drip and collect their breath.

I woke to the bell mare in the dark,
headed upcanyon I tracked at daylight
across the river filling boots with snowmelt

twice, horses and mules
back across to meadow grazing
just to catch big rainbows.

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Christmas Sunshine

SOLSTICE BEFORE A BOMB CYCLONE

No sun forecast to ignite the leaves,
but a raft of clouds before the storm
Christmas Eve, an atmospheric river
to fill the creeks and streams.

In 1955, Mill Creek’s rising measured
on the hour, on the concrete
steps into the house full of kids
and stacks of unopened presents.

Cut’s Studebaker pickup towed
our ’53 Buick out of a hole,
waves of the Kaweah swamped
its headlights on the way home.

FUTURECAST

It’s swirling now around the planet
bumping the coasts of continents
with the miracle of rain
sustaining earth and flesh
by the design of details
yet to be noticed and digitized

when Dad would watch neighbor’s windmill
for confirmation, three days out
of the southwest, or by his journaled cycles
see seventy percent success. Instead of signs,
we await the forecast and cuss
the weatherman when wrong.

for Marge Stiles (1919-2005)