Monthly Archives: January 2014

THE SOUND OF IT

                                                            …and we sprawl with it
                    and hear another world for a minute
                    that is almost there.

                              – William Stafford (“Sending These Messages”)

Only the excited know the thrill—you tell us:
riding upon a Red Tail in the creek
hiding a kill beneath a skirt of feathers fanned

beside your horse’s shadow, looking past you,
looking up into an unseen rush of air,
louder over your shoulder, just before

the Golden Eagle lands and leaves
with the squirrel, as if you were not there.
But I can hear your squeals of disbelief

still echoing in the draws, well after
the meal was finished in a nearby oak tree.
We sprawl with it, over and over again,

share and stretch ourselves beyond this flesh—
become the eagle, become the hawk
and the sound of it is shrill.

                                                                                for Jody

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Red Tail

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AT THE TOP OF THE LIST

No trace, no drizzling mist—
she will really have to rain
into the night into the dawn

into the draws into the creek
into a rising frothy broth for weeks
to address our growing list of jobs

unfurled, saved for a rainy day.
We’ve emptied the barn: ‘making
hay while the sun shines’ available

to hungry cattle far too long
to remember all the work postponed
to keep them alive—the basic

little jobs that maintain the machinery
runs smoothly, heart and mind
intact. But first, the oil and grease

to lubricate the old joints: time
to rejoice and celebrate, to marvel
with the miracle of a rainy day.

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Roots

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Tenacious. Ingenious. Examples abound.

We’re preparing to brand calves Friday, despite our lack of any green, knowing that we’ll set our calves back to some degree, but also knowing that if we wait much longer to get started, by time we get all our pastures worked, some will weigh 500 lbs. and we’ll set them back anyway, rain or no rain.

On the bright side, moving ahead is a relief from our monotonous feeding routine that continues concurrently. Though energy wanes, tenacious, ingenious examples abound and we’re actually excited—looking forward to what we all need: a gathering of neighbors and a job to share.

THE RESULTS ARE IN

Shrinking tribe of cowmen
and women at funerals play
the same songs, like

Riding Down the Canyon
in ever-changing light.
Otherwise alive and alone,

we glide miles of ranges
and ridges between us—
let the mind’s eye roam,

slowly digesting landmarks
on landscapes reminded
with details we had forgotten

until the song, until the stories—
watching together
the desert sun go down.

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BEGINNING

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Abandoned hay rake resting
in the sycamores has not moved
in my lifetime, unless with silt

under floods that rose against them
when farming across the creek
didn’t pay. How long have they

danced, changing clothes, adding
and subtracting limbs, courting
the moment to begin again?

BARE DIRT

With no puddles or streams
to wade, the Great Blue Herons
frozen in pastures wait

for movement of earth like
sentries over gopher mounds
all summer long. A Harris’s Hawk

claims a rock among a million
cow chips daring a squirrel
to make a living outside

his burrow. Everyone grounded,
we crave ascension—to leave
in a haze or rise with the dust.

Delirium: High Pressure Haze

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Though feed conditions may be worse other places, the entire Dry Creek watershed is slicked-off to the dirt. Robbin notes that someday the road will run red with clay.

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Feeding, feeding, feeding—all you could do was throw hay on the ground and pray to God it would rain.

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Dinner Bell

January 1, 2014

January 1, 2014

ALWAYS THE ALLUSION

Like poetry over whiskey, neighbors
in from feeding, first day of two-fourteen,
glasses raised to the native cows and daughters

we prize in hard times. Another language
where words roll near the edge of vulgarity
and descriptive gerundives ricochet around

the kitchen like ice rattling our empty glasses.
But always the allusion of something more
that holds us to this ground, this watershed

we can’t shake, yet celebrate daily
for as long as we can. Crass and basic lines
I try to remember, steal for a poem

in the morning—always another way
of looking—seeing that it is
no small miracle, this earth adapting.

                                                            for Craig and Ronnelle