Monthly Archives: December 2011

A SOLITARY GAME

Some things need to be saved, but not poetry’s
shuffle of words to fit an illusive moment
like shackles and chains bound in a book,

not the euphoric epiphanies we stumbled onto
out on the trail alone, or running the dark roads
between settlements of distant light, not those

rambling soliloquies when the radio fades
to poor company. It’s a solitary game
on the other side of numbers, pat answers

and scientific proof—primal sounds to mark
a trek beyond the veil of certainty shuffled
with the landscape and its latest inhabitants.

GROWING OLD TOGETHER

                    There are two vast cottonwoods near a creek
                    when I walk between them I shiver.

                                        – Jim Harrison (“Doors”)

Our buckeye portal, a perfect pair to pass through.
Killion and Snyder’s yellow pines, side by side—
this partnership of trees for years near the top

of Sulphur, garnets, quartz and crystal, shafts
of granite thrust out of the earth as weathered
phallic totems among blue oak vast skies.

What words, what power lingers in the leaves,
whose dark eyes see more than mine, I wonder
with each welcome here—these gray limbs

dressed alike, or not at all, buckeyes arched
in season. Passing through either way
along this cow track refines the senses.

MY CHRISTMAS PLAY

                    He chooses a slim volume of Sapphic verse
                    from the nightstand, imagines skinny girls
                    on a Greek isle in the middle of the Mojave…

                                        – Red Shuttleworth (“Gabby Hayes (1951)”)

Whir of feathers from the brush, moments
can escape like quail in all directions—
the heart leaps backwards, freezes

as they buzz off to fractured rocks, or
we can read long-limbed verse, watch
sycamores shed enflamed leaves,

first hard rain after the first hard frost,
near the solstice, to dance naked
in the mist of morning, most years.

Beyond the bright lights, a man can
go a little crazy, make do and make sense
of things he thinks he sees, believing.

Somewhere in our brains are big
empty socks that hang from a mantle
with impossible names yet to be filled.

YOU’RE IT!

Looking forward to the last cows
among the fractured rock towns
and a wild band of oaks, at ease,

a Red Tail shadow streams
silently along the new green
between trees, suddenly—

as if playing tag, counting
coup with our silhouette: man
and beast. Why look up?

The Girls

Casey, Jody, Robbin & Virginia - Earl Mckee photo

Casey, Jody, Robbin & Virginia - Earl McKee photo

Sulphur Branding 2011

Photos by Earl McKee

Kyle Loveall, Aaron Elliot, Brent Huntington, Douglas Thomason, Kenny McKee, Virginia McKee, Tony Rabb, Spencer Jensen, Zach Shaver, Clarence Holdbrooks, Jody Fuller & Casey Fleeman. Thank you all!

GREASY CORRALS

After awhile the hills wrap
around you, hold life secure:
the rock, hawk and oak tree

still, sharp ridges holding
our eyes. At these corrals
we are both small and safe,

always. It takes years
to be taught, to wonder
and recognize good fortune

with the fade of old faces
and all the good horses
that have danced here.

                                         for Earl

Kyle Loveall & Douglas Thomason. Earl McKee photo

RETURN

                    A little too abstract, a little too wise,
                    It is time for us to kiss the earth again.

                               – Robinson Jeffers (“Return”)

But we may not have the currency
to invest anymore, now that town
has rebooted our minds, changed

the circuitry, on feed in Fat City,
right off I-5. Not even a glance up
at the smooth Coalinga Hills

to graze old times, find a canyon
to get lost in. We may be too
well-bred to return and get by.

Cow Gods

The week ahead looked pretty bleak Sunday afternoon, after repairing the fence behind the bulls who put themselves out, leaving them to fight and have their way with the nearest cows, the air alive in a testosterone frenzy as I came home in the dark. Our plan to gather and brand in Greasy had to be moved back until we got the bulls in, sorted and hauled, a few days early, to the right pastures.

Monday went superbly well in beautiful weather. We were delighted to see a nice buck and a sizeable herd of deer on our last trip down the hill, invigorated with the job done and knowing the cow gods were with us once again.

Tuesday’s gather above the fog in Sulphur was quick and easy. Wednesday’s gather in Section 17 was foggy, wet and cold, but we managed to call all but one cow, who was off by herself having a calf, out of the fog. Despite miserable weather, the cow gods were with us.

Thursday’s branding was an efficient dance of friends and neighbors as high clouds and fog rolled in and out above us, a choreographed team of interchangeable parts and a wonderful feeling of belonging and usefulness as we move into branding season. Furthermore, to have Earl McKee back on his ranch, among us taking pictures and telling stories, talking cows, we were indeed blessed to share a wonderful day.

It’s been a bad week for local weather forecasters: wrong everyday! But looking back, we wouldn’t have wanted to brand on Wednesday with near-freezing temperatures and a tenth of an inch of accumulated moisture in slick corrals. This time of year we have to work around the weather, acknowledging the cow gods every day.